1、 I can't sleep at night, and the memory accumulated in my heart can't be erased. I suddenly think of a lot and hug myself. I can't help crying when I'm disappointed. Comforting my loneliness in familiar corners, black eye shadow and red lip gloss are just to hide the hesitation of the night. All strength is not born, all sharpness is not born, and only the girl in the nest is herself. Most of the girls who pursue their dreams in Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou struggle alone away from home. They build up strength and hide weakness. From the bottom of my heart, I wish them to be free, warm and soft girls. You can walk in the cold streets in winter, curl up slowly and walk alone in the empty streets, and tell yourself secretly that there is a corner of the world where someone is deeply in love with himself. They believe that this will be a beautiful spell - to encourage girls who struggle alone. 2、 At 10:30 p.m., I was just going to bed when my mobile phone rang and received a wechat sent to me by my best friend Xiao AI in the middle of the night. When she came up, she told me about a nightmare she had last night. I know the feeling. I think she must be scared by herself. Teased her a few words and relieved her nervous nerves. Chatting, she said she had a stomachache. I didn't even have to ask. I knew it must be because the eating time was irregular, because I didn't eat breakfast at ordinary times. Under my questioning, sure enough, I guessed right. Always careless, she chewed bread in her mouth and said carelessly: Oh, there's no time for breakfast. Seriously, I love her from the bottom of my heart, but I will never show it to her. I will only be the outspoken executioner. Say something she doesn't dare to face, such as unclear work goals, emotional problems, procrastination, etc. Xiao AI is a good friend I've known since junior high school. It's been ten years now. Although she hasn't been in close contact during this period, I'll be the first to think of anything. She will share the good and bad with each other. Little AI is a girl who is not outstanding and insignificant. She is the kind of person who can only do methylethylpropionate when thrown into the crowd. However, she is optimistic by nature and always shows people with a smile. 3、 In my heart, Xiao AI is also a self willed person. She is a girl who follows her favorite job. She quit her relatively stable and comfortable job with a fixed income. I made my own opinion, hid it from my family, and yearned for what I like. It seems that before, I always felt that I was a strong woman in my heart. Until one weekend, I worked overtime with AI to experience the state of her one-day life. Xiao AI rents a house by herself. It's just one room. It's still the kind where multiple tenants share a bathroom. In order to save rent, I rented a cheap lot. It takes more than two hours to get to and from work every day. According to the current winter time, I get up at 5:30 every morning, wash and tidy up, rush to catch the bus and squeeze the subway. I almost never eat in the morning and start working at my unit at 8:00. At noon, I casually ordered a takeout. Several colleagues sat together and ate with relish. Finally, it was almost time to get off work. I was about to breathe a sigh of relief for her busy day, and she was informed of the company's overtime activities. I clearly remember that after work, she said to me while changing her work clothes that we should catch the last bus by subway at the speed of rocket. After getting off the crowded subway, she asked me to run to the bus station with her. I said I was very tired. Why don't we take a taxi home. Without saying a word, she took my hand and ran under the yellowish street lamp. At that moment, her weak back made me feel that she was so strong. It is said that girls who love to laugh will never have bad luck. The God of luck still cared for us, and we finally got on the last bus home. Xiaoai hopped on the bus and finally could sit down quietly and have a rest. Xiaoai told me that nine times out of ten she would work overtime at night. If she had a glimmer of hope that she could catch the last bus, she would have to catch up and try. However, she was not so lucky every time. When she missed the last bus, she had to luxury taking a taxi home, she said with a smile. The bus drove slowly in the boundless night. After three, seven and twenty-one stops, we finally reached our destination. After getting off the bus, I felt like we had crossed half the earth. She led me in front. I kept asking her how many meters she had left to get home. She always looked back and smiled and told me that it was almost, almost. I have long been so tired that I close my eyes and empty myself to follow her. My brain is imagining the comfort of lying in bed Suddenly, she let go of my hand, took out a dozen leaflets from her bag and ran to hand out leaflets to passers-by. I said to her impatiently: Hey, hey, let's go home quickly. She said to me with a smiley face: Alas, just a moment, it will be finished right away. In this way, as she introduced the activities of the company, we walked towards home. It seemed that she had finished distributing the Kung Fu leaflet for a while, and we also arrived at the door of the community. It's the happiest time for us to eat noodles at the gate of the community. On this day, I was deeply moved by her strength countless times. I watched her eat with relish opposite, and a warm feeling surged in my heart. 4、 I felt a lot when I came back from her. I think everyone's choice is different, and sometimes life will be different, but fortunately, you don't regret your choice, and you also love your life at the moment. Now life is a kind of life we choose to grow up alone in the way we like. With time and experience and regaining full security, we will eventually become a calm girl. Maybe experience is the best way to prove our growth. Some people may experience the life you are experiencing at the moment. Maybe her persistence and strength are also the process you need to adapt to. How are all the girls wandering in the countryside? Is there anyone to comfort you when you are sad? Are you taken care of when you're sick in bed? Is there anyone to help you when you're sad? Are you homesick when you are alone? Maybe your parents will comfort you and say: go home when you are tired. Home will always be your harbor. However, I believe you will always smile and say: don't worry, I'm doing well. I wish the girls I know and don't know, who struggle alone outside, I hope you can always be optimistic and strong, achieve your goals as soon as possible, and live the life you love in the way you like.

1、 I can't sleep at night, and the memory accumulated in my heart can't be erased. I suddenly think of a lot and hug myself. I can't help crying when I'm disappointed. Comforting my loneliness in familiar corners, black eye shadow and red lip gloss are just to hide the hesitation of the night. All strength is not born, all sharpness is not born, and only the girl in the nest is herself. Most of the girls who pursue their dreams in Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou struggle alone away from home. They build up strength and hide weakness. From the bottom of my heart, I wish them to be free, warm and soft girls. You can walk in the cold streets in winter, curl up slowly and walk alone in the empty streets, and tell yourself secretly that there is a corner of the world where someone is deeply in love with himself. They believe that this will be a beautiful spell - to encourage girls who struggle alone. 2、 At 10:30 p.m., I was just going to bed when my mobile phone rang and received a wechat sent to me by my best friend Xiao AI in the middle of the night. When she came up, she told me about a nightmare she had last night. I know the feeling. I think she must be scared by herself. Teased her a few words and relieved her nervous nerves. Chatting, she said she had a stomachache. I didn't even have to ask. I knew it must be because the eating time was irregular, because I didn't eat breakfast at ordinary times. Under my questioning, sure enough, I guessed right. Always careless, she chewed bread in her mouth and said carelessly: Oh, there's no time for breakfast. Seriously, I love her from the bottom of my heart, but I will never show it to her. I will only be the outspoken executioner. Say something she doesn't dare to face, such as unclear work goals, emotional problems, procrastination, etc. Xiao AI is a good friend I've known since junior high school. It's been ten years now. Although she hasn't been in close contact during this period, I'll be the first to think of anything. She will share the good and bad with each other. Little AI is a girl who is not outstanding and insignificant. She is the kind of person who can only do methylethylpropionate when thrown into the crowd. However, she is optimistic by nature and always shows people with a smile. 3、 In my heart, Xiao AI is also a self willed person. She is a girl who follows her favorite job. She quit her relatively stable and comfortable job with a fixed income. I made my own opinion, hid it from my family, and yearned for what I like. It seems that before, I always felt that I was a strong woman in my heart. Until one weekend, I worked overtime with AI to experience the state of her one-day life. Xiao AI rents a house by herself. It's just one room. It's still the kind where multiple tenants share a bathroom. In order to save rent, I rented a cheap lot. It takes more than two hours to get to and from work every day. According to the current winter time, I get up at 5:30 every morning, wash and tidy up, rush to catch the bus and squeeze the subway. I almost never eat in the morning and start working at my unit at 8:00. At noon, I casually ordered a takeout. Several colleagues sat together and ate with relish. Finally, it was almost time to get off work. I was about to breathe a sigh of relief for her busy day, and she was informed of the company's overtime activities. I clearly remember that after work, she said to me while changing her work clothes that we should catch the last bus by subway at the speed of rocket. After getting off the crowded subway, she asked me to run to the bus station with her. I said I was very tired. Why don't we take a taxi home. Without saying a word, she took my hand and ran under the yellowish street lamp. At that moment, her weak back made me feel that she was so strong. It is said that girls who love to laugh will never have bad luck. The God of luck still cared for us, and we finally got on the last bus home. Xiaoai hopped on the bus and finally could sit down quietly and have a rest. Xiaoai told me that nine times out of ten she would work overtime at night. If she had a glimmer of hope that she could catch the last bus, she would have to catch up and try. However, she was not so lucky every time. When she missed the last bus, she had to luxury taking a taxi home, she said with a smile. The bus drove slowly in the boundless night. After three, seven and twenty-one stops, we finally reached our destination. After getting off the bus, I felt like we had crossed half the earth. She led me in front. I kept asking her how many meters she had left to get home. She always looked back and smiled and told me that it was almost, almost. I have long been so tired that I close my eyes and empty myself to follow her. My brain is imagining the comfort of lying in bed Suddenly, she let go of my hand, took out a dozen leaflets from her bag and ran to hand out leaflets to passers-by. I said to her impatiently: Hey, hey, let's go home quickly. She said to me with a smiley face: Alas, just a moment, it will be finished right away. In this way, as she introduced the activities of the company, we walked towards home. It seemed that she had finished distributing the Kung Fu leaflet for a while, and we also arrived at the door of the community. It's the happiest time for us to eat noodles at the gate of the community. On this day, I was deeply moved by her strength countless times. I watched her eat with relish opposite, and a warm feeling surged in my heart. 4、 I felt a lot when I came back from her. I think everyone's choice is different, and sometimes life will be different, but fortunately, you don't regret your choice, and you also love your life at the moment. Now life is a kind of life we choose to grow up alone in the way we like. With time and experience and regaining full security, we will eventually become a calm girl. Maybe experience is the best way to prove our growth. Some people may experience the life you are experiencing at the moment. Maybe her persistence and strength are also the process you need to adapt to. How are all the girls wandering in the countryside? Is there anyone to comfort you when you are sad? Are you taken care of when you're sick in bed? Is there anyone to help you when you're sad? Are you homesick when you are alone? Maybe your parents will comfort you and say: go home when you are tired. Home will always be your harbor. However, I believe you will always smile and say: don't worry, I'm doing well. I wish the girls I know and don't know, who struggle alone outside, I hope you can always be optimistic and strong, achieve your goals as soon as possible, and live the life you love in the way you like.