# catharsis > 2540523 **Published by:** [17zebras](https://paragraph.com/@17zebras/) **Published on:** 2024-05-19 **URL:** https://paragraph.com/@17zebras/catharsis ## Content I held on to the fear Of falling all in As I did in the past Holy righteous and fierce It became a small monster Eating into my gut A muffled balloon Fruitless womb in a rut Dipped a toe, went ahead Touched the pain, heard the dead Tendrils and arteries Oxygen slash dread And then it was gone That fear I had nursed The monster is shrinking My peace has returned ## Publication Information - [17zebras](https://paragraph.com/@17zebras/): Publication homepage - [All Posts](https://paragraph.com/@17zebras/): More posts from this publication - [RSS Feed](https://api.paragraph.com/blogs/rss/@17zebras): Subscribe to updates - [Twitter](https://twitter.com/anatnaschitz): Follow on Twitter ## Optional - [Collect as NFT](https://paragraph.com/@17zebras/catharsis): Support the author by collecting this post - [View Collectors](https://paragraph.com/@17zebras/catharsis/collectors): See who has collected this post