# Sun RAEs Vol. 32 > Monroe is here this week to share her thoughts on why some people tend to strive out of being in difficult situations rather than being in a place of love. It seems painful but it works for them. **Published by:** [Blossom Network](https://paragraph.com/@blossom/) **Published on:** 2023-06-18 **URL:** https://paragraph.com/@blossom/sun-raes-vol-32 ## Content Welcome to Sun RAEs, a blog series dedicated to creating a learning experience for our audience via the exploration of creativity, life, technology, and gamification.ContentsThis week’s AI DrawingWeekly Random Acts of Evolution - Moments meant to focus on personal growthBetween Space and Time - Tech ExplorationAesthetics of the Week - A few creative ideas we’ve seen for the weekChaotic Explorations - Useful Links of the weekGentei Kaijo - Featured A.I. AuthorClumsy King Dropping Gems - Tip of the week (Tweets)Chaotic Vibrations - Music of the weekThis week’s AI DrawingBe one with the machine! Weekly Random Acts of EvolutionThis week from Lewis Hamilton’s Masterclass on a “Winning Mindset” was focused on “Being one with the Machine”. Not referring to AI but rather immersing yourself into the work. Week 3- Being One with the MachineEmbrace your workGetting in tune with the mechanics of what you are doingThis requires balance to not become itOperate at the highest levelBuild your cockpit (Module of Control)Fast reactions and thinking on the spotAchieving zen stateAbility to enter flow conduct without thinkingWorking with forcesExternal influence while keeping your eyes on the prizeBetween Space and TimeChatGPT is coming to a Mercedes near you. If you have an electric Mercedes, you may be eligible to participate in the beta. This is one of the game-changing moments I have been waiting for a couple of reasons. I love driving and I have always wanted a better experience than what is offered today. There’s too much setup required to really have a conversation with your productive conversation with your call today. I do a lot of thinking in the car and most of the questions I ask are usually met solely with a simple informational response rather than having the ability to ideate. Imagine planning out your travel/driving ideas with dialog rather than simple feed and response is really the true goal of a real navigation system - being able to make a series of subsequent decisions as events unravel in traffic for example. Definitely look forward to this to be in more vehicles over time.Aesthetics of the weekThis week’s selection is a build-up over the last month. Janelle Monae is a creative genius. I haven’t listened to the album generally because her music isn’t my cup of tea but I want to shine a light on her album rollout. It has been a clinic on visualizing what the “Age of Pleasure” would look like. Check out the main video rollout here.Chaotic ExplorationsI’ve been trying to get back into coding for a new project and I was recommended a resource for React since I’d like to know what all the fuss is about.MuiSharing this here; a great resource for readymade templatesGentei KaijouMonroe and I were having this conversation about why some people choose to stay in painful relationships while they are building toward their career goals. We decided to bring that convo here. I personally feel love is a beautiful thing and should create a sense of support for those involved. However, I can see the other side and Monroe is here to share. “Pain is Love” - Monroe “I feel there are 4 main reasons:Fear of vulnerability: Starting a company is often a challenging and demanding endeavor that requires immense dedication and focus. Some individuals may believe that being in a romantic relationship during this time could make them vulnerable emotionally. They may worry that being in love could distract them from their goals or that opening themselves up to love might expose their emotional vulnerabilities, which they perceive as a weakness.Fear of dependency: When launching a company, individuals often need to devote a significant amount of time, energy, and resources to their business. They may worry that being in love could create a sense of dependency or reliance on their partner, which might hinder their ability to focus on the company's success. Some people prefer to avoid such dependencies and maintain a sense of autonomy during this critical period.Perceived weakness: In some cases, individuals might associate being in love with vulnerability or emotional dependence, which they consider as weaknesses. They may believe that showing vulnerability or needing emotional support while launching a company could be perceived as a sign of weakness. To avoid feeling weak or exposing themselves to judgment, they may choose to remain in a bad relationship or avoid pursuing romantic relationships altogether.Prioritizing business goals: Launching a company requires significant dedication and commitment. Some individuals might prioritize their business goals above all else, including their romantic relationships. They may believe that being in a bad relationship or avoiding love altogether allows them to focus solely on their entrepreneurial endeavors without any distractions or emotional entanglements.”Clumsy King Dropping GemsChaotic VibrationsThis week I’m taking it back to 2012. What seems like not too long ago, I was bumping this Lil B song heavy and I came across it this week after noticing Lil B promote his new album. That made me go back into the archives Check it out! Enjoy! Until next time, keep on seeking balance! 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