# Reflection

*There are three or four steps, I don't fully remember, to break trough. First thing: Affimations, Second thing: Reflection, third: Integration, fourth: ???. If he reflected enough, his clarity would get a big boost. That would enable a layer vision trough the sunflowers. That was his plan...*

By [Bodhilama](https://paragraph.com/@bodhilama) · 2025-02-02

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He flicks through his journal. The last few weeks, actually since he left his cave, he has only been working or travelling. There has been no time for Reflection. What has happened? It was actually the next step, but he forgot. With the clarity that came from his reflections, he was able to break through the cloak of mediocrity.

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[_"It all started with that sunny day._](https://paragraph.xyz/@bodhilama/the-awakening-of-bodhilama) _The path was paved with grey stones._  
_I just walked, and in that moment of nothingness, everything opened up._  
_With one step, everything was different, yet the same."_

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This was also the time when he met the [honey queen](https://paragraph.xyz/@bodhilama/honey-queen-1), [PMW](https://paragraph.xyz/@bodhilama/12) & the [fluffy sheeps.](https://paragraph.xyz/@bodhilama/everything-is-sheep)

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_"At some point, I was sitting on the floor reading_ [_the letter from my grandparents._](https://paragraph.xyz/@bodhilama/wildplanet108-begin)  
_That was actually the trigger, making new, or better locked memories accessible._  
_I saw my home, Planet.108 and knew I had to go back."_

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This was the time, when Bodhilama packed his stuff and made a [request to the Officials](https://paragraph.xyz/editor/nuO7ecwkzRC69V2RRJFL) to leave this valley. But they rejected him & bombarded him with [Scam Calls.](https://paragraph.xyz/editor/cc3poLxkNNOcJHHiQAZN)

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_"I shouldn't_ [_have written them a complaint_](https://paragraph.xyz/editor/cc3poLxkNNOcJHHiQAZN)  
That's the only reason I've come to their attention.  
_And now I am sitting here among the sunflowers and have to break trough..."_

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He could ask [Roxy](https://paragraph.xyz/editor/5elmRIrNHxNzFdl7TBOn) for help, but that would be too easy. Bodhilama likes to solve the adventures without artificial support. She was his exit strategy in the case that everything is falling apart. Since [the begin of his journey](https://paragraph.xyz/editor/14duTcJnVXPxMSGloOlB), he didn't talked with Roxy at all.

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_"_[_Palda_](https://paragraph.xyz/@bodhilama/24) _told me about this Inn. I wonder if he belongs to the Officials?!  
If so, he is a very well made bot. Much too authentic.  
Maybe, some of the newer versions?"_

_"..."_

It twitched in his fingers to ask Roxy if Palda was a bot, but he resisted.

_"Not today, Roxy!"_

_".,."_

_"He was able to trade with Fizzles while they were playing Bim._  
_That means that he had access to the black market._  
_Probably not a bot."_

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\[to be continued\]

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Bodhilama  
reflects.

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These are the Letters of Bodhilama, a guy who lives in a time of transformation.  
A guy who felt the urge to write, because nothing else made any sense.  
A guy who is a student, teacher & creator of (wild)Planet108.  
A solar punk finding his way on the game's journey of life.  
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This Text was written, only with the mind & hands of one human being.  
Only for refinement [DeepL](https://www.deepl.com/translator) was consulted.  
The artworks are made by [openArt](https://openart.ai/).

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