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/A few weeks ago, I sat at a public library computer, typing this essay between housing appointments and case manager calls. It was quiet except for the soft hum of printers and the turning of pages. I had just left another night spent rotating between public parks and parking garage stairwells—places that became temporary sanctuaries when nowhere else would do. In those moments, watching my phone battery fade while applying for jobs, it was hard to believe that any of this could be "perfect."
And yet, strangely, it was. Because even then, I felt a peace I never knew during the more comfortable chapters of my life.
Recently, I listened to David Ghiyam speak about embracing our darkness as our superpower. His words hit differently when you’re living them. He described those moments when we have more questions than answers—like wondering where you’ll sleep tonight or how you’ll keep your phone service active long enough to stay in touch with housing workers.
But what if these aren’t just obstacles?
What if they’re portals to deeper understanding?
I had just received confirmation of eligibility for SHIP housing assistance. Logic said, finally—relief! But applying Ghiyam’s wisdom, I began to see something deeper. That period of uncertainty stripped away everything external, forcing me to find strength rooted beyond circumstance.
The sages speak of the nephesh—the part of the soul caught between physical need and spiritual truth. Living without stable housing has shown me how tightly I once clung to physical security as my identity. Each night outside became a silent prayer: do I choose resentment—or gratitude for simply surviving? Each meal from a food bank offered that same choice: shame or appreciation?
Like the blind man in Ghiyam’s story who found new joy after losing his sight, I’m discovering that what feels like limitation can be a hidden invitation to expansion. My “disability” of homelessness has introduced me to extraordinary souls I may never have met otherwise. It’s teaching me to find abundance in humble places: free WiFi becomes a lifeline, and a kind word from a stranger becomes a feast.
This isn’t toxic positivity or spiritual bypassing. The struggle is real. Yet, as Ghiyam suggests, maybe these very struggles are preparing us for purpose. What if homelessness wasn’t a detour, but part of the sacred path that equips me to serve others walking through their own night?
Even now, as I navigate housing paperwork and coordinate with case managers, I revisit what I wrote that day in the library, channeling Ghiyam’s words:
"This moment of darkness is the moment I’ve been waiting for my whole life."
Maybe it was. Maybe those weeks of uncertainty were not punishment, but preparation—an initiation into a deeper calling.
To anyone reading this from a place of uncertainty—financial, emotional, or spiritual—consider this:
What if your current challenge isn’t a barrier, but a bridge?
What if your darkness isn’t a curse, but a qualification for your calling?
I still don’t have all the answers. But looking back on that day in the library, I see now that the path, however unclear, was never outside of purpose. Every step—every cold night, every act of grace, every flicker of hope—was perfectly designed for where I’m meant to go.
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Imagine a world where we can experience life beyond the physical, tapping into a spirituality that transcends the boundaries of our earthly existence. This might sound far-fetched to some, but to those who have explored yoga, Buddhism, and Eastern philosophies, it feels like a natural evolution of consciousness. We are on the brink of a transformation that will allow us to perceive ourselves as more than just our physical bodies. This isn't a concept reserved for afterlife speculation but a reality we can achieve while alive.
By accessing the spiritual realm—our essence or soul—all while breathing and existing in the human form, we can break the chains of limitation. As we start to realize our spiritual potential, the old limitations—aging, death, and physical constraints—will become obsolete. The idea is that humans were originally created to be immortal, untouched by the decay brought about by sin or wrongdoing. By awakening to this realization, we can reclaim our intended state of existence.
Embarking on this journey doesn't require waiting for an undefined future. It starts now, with practices like meditation that help us experience our self beyond the confines of our body. These moments of mindfulness are pathways to touch the realm of spirituality and live with heightened awareness.
Although this shift begins with individuals, it will eventually ripple across humanity. Think of it as a transformation that spreads like a wave, reshaping how we view existence and our place within it. By embracing this new consciousness, we not only elevate our individual lives but also contribute to collective spiritual growth.
My journey through homelessness has been long and filled with challenges. It’s not a path I would have chosen, nor one I would call an adventure. The truth is, there has been nothing fun about it. Yet, amidst the struggle, I’ve found brief moments where I could rise above the stress and chaos that homelessness brings.
These fleeting moments come when I allow myself a break from the harsh reality. Whether it’s sitting around a table at the Salvation Army in St. Pete, sharing a game with friends, or wandering through a museum, admiring art, these moments allow me a momentary escape. Walking along the beautiful coastlines, meditating for a moment—though short-lived—these experiences remind me that life can feel “nice,” even if just for an instant.
What resonates with me is the wisdom gathered along this difficult path—wisdom that may not fully reveal itself until much later. I believe that one day, when I have reestablished a more stable life, these experiences will bring insights that counseling and reflection will help uncover. It’s the kind of understanding that surfaces only after you’re no longer immersed in daily survival.
I often think about how these experiences might one day fuel something greater. Perhaps they will inspire me to start a nonprofit tackling homelessness or create educational resources for those in need. While these ideas are dreams for now, they’re anchored in the hope that my experiences can eventually lead to meaningful change.
Integrating the perspective of "Awakening the Eternal Self" into addressing homelessness involves recognizing the spiritual potential within every individual, regardless of their physical circumstances. By embracing spirituality beyond the physical realm, we can foster a sense of connection and purpose that transcends material limitations.
Recognizing Inner Worth: Encouraging those experiencing homelessness to explore their spiritual selves can help them realize their intrinsic worth beyond societal labels. This realization can empower individuals to see themselves as more than their current situation, fostering hope and resilience.
Breaking Limitations: The concept of breaking free from physical constraints can be particularly empowering for the homeless. By understanding that their current state does not define their potential, individuals can be inspired to pursue personal growth and transformation.
Community and Collective Growth: As the collective awakening spreads, communities can come together to support those in need, creating a network of care and compassion. This collective effort can lead to innovative solutions and support systems that address the root causes of homelessness.
Mindfulness and Meditation: Introducing mindfulness and meditation practices can provide individuals with tools to cope with stress and uncertainty. These practices can help them find peace and clarity, aiding in personal development and decision-making.
A New Perspective on Existence: By embracing a spiritual perspective, society can shift its view of homelessness from a problem to be solved to an opportunity for collective growth and understanding. This shift can lead to more compassionate policies and initiatives that prioritize human dignity and potential.
By integrating these spiritual principles, we can create a more inclusive and supportive environment that uplifts everyone, regardless of their physical circumstances. This approach not only addresses immediate needs but also fosters long-term transformation and healing for individuals and communities alike.
As we stand at the threshold of this exciting new phase, the invitation is to explore, meditate, and awaken to the limitless nature that lies within us. By doing so, you open the door to a more profound and fulfilling existence while still embracing the beauty of the physical world. Let's begin this journey of discovery and transformation together.
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There’s a profound lesson here about truly living in the present. Our lives are so often spent in reminiscence or anticipation, missing the simple joy of existing in the now. Life’s true joy should come from being alive, from engaging fully with our senses, irrespective of our circumstances.
Pondering on joy as a spiritual quality has led me to wonder if joy can exist independently of material circumstances. If it’s not tied to where I sleep or what I own, then perhaps there’s a way to cultivate it from within. It’s an ongoing contemplation—how to be joy-filled even amid adversity.
Concluding this reflection, I realize that while my current circumstances are far from joyful, they offer me a canvas to explore the concept in its purest form. It’s a journey of discovering how to live a joy-filled life, right here, right now, with nothing else changing. This pursuit might pave the way to experiencing something truly magical—a sense of heaven on earth not dictated by the physical world.
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