# Sleep is hard

**Published by:** [:generally:](https://paragraph.com/@cybersannin/)
**Published on:** 2023-07-09
**URL:** https://paragraph.com/@cybersannin/sleep-is-hard

## Content

I’ve been trying to stay asleep all night. Took that melatonin. Can’t shake being that Ronin. I’m an Omertas Son. Pun. Trying to overcome. Not sure if I should say sorry. It seems like no matter what I choose, I lose the lottery. See you in Armageddon? I’m just so tired of treadin’ Water. About that, time to take a swig. Brig, throw me in. No don’t, I don’t need ‘em. I don’t mean to be flirtin’ With such a desperate move I made that one time. I thought it was a good trade, but then I had to pantomime. I realized that there was a reason some of these folks were in the clink, I just really needed a sober try to think. I don’t wish that on my worst enemy. It is not a hotel. I needed Kal el. A new Mcmanemy. I want to be Kal el. I tried to be, but even 3 jobs wasn’t enough to keep my brain occupied. I still had to keep trying to win. But I took it in the chin. So did everyone around me. and rightfully, they blame thee. Grabbed some new releases. Not nearly the amount I used to have, but I still believe in theses. Move to earn seems like a groundbreaking idea and a way to reduce churn. Dedication to the platform. Fat form Trading platforms are necessary regardless of what happens. If crypto isn’t it, it can become something else. Yeah, bitcoin core maxi from now on. Raiden gets it. Time to turn it down until dawn. Oppenheimer, seems like a movie I want to see. Be. Free. Of these crypto chains, man. They’re just dragging me down with you, Fran. Karen. You don’t understand any of what’s happening, but you’re getting defensive too, over Oogwy the Gullible. This is the wild west without regulation. If you even talk about mainstream out of character, it makes nervous people extremely nervous. Like they think there’s a target on their backs. So they make a bunch of moves. Some not altogether good. We sit back and eat some food, waiting for the next shoe to drop. Plop. There it is.

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