# Should I...

By [Dreamer](https://paragraph.com/@dreamer-4) · 2023-10-25

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Should I be the one screaming in this moment?

Shouldn't I be the one talking about it out loud?

I cannot be the one in silence in the dark room

After I have seen the light first.

The light you hided

The scream you muted

The crime you committed

And whatever you lied and omitted.

Just wished I could be courageous now.

But after all, am I not that courageous?

Ambiguous strange souls dark and no light

Hidden agenda like yours, killing souls for own benefit

I wish to say in the tomorrows to come

I am whatever I want to be now

because of people like you.

I am not the one you muted

I am just the witness of the lambs killed

By your grasp while swore to protect them

I am the witness of the broken promises

For all the lies and dark smiles hidden

The prices you begged and claiming

they would help.

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*Originally published on [Dreamer](https://paragraph.com/@dreamer-4/should-i)*