# self-conversation

**Published by:** [Excelsior Capital](https://paragraph.com/@excelsior-capital/)
**Published on:** 2021-12-01
**URL:** https://paragraph.com/@excelsior-capital/self-conversation

## Content

I’ve realized there are two types of writing: one is intended as a dialogue, to clarify and simplify my on-the-fly thinking one is intended as a static building, to preserve ideas in some ideal state For a while, I was continually frustrated because of self-inconsistency; I implicitly wrote with different goals but subjected all my writing to the same bar of “finished, polished, static product which will last the ages.” I’ve found that my writing is scattered in different locations; this is because I mostly find time to write in non-ideal situations — away from my mechanical keyboard and centralized sources of truth, scribbling on a notepad or bopping at my phone screen. The nature of what I’m attaining out of life (being an excellent, pragmatic practitioner) means that my writing is primarily a dialogue tool for internal improvement. No need to stress about careful polishing and curation of “perfect” works. What matters is how this process guides my internal formation. random notes in the wealth generation game, begin playing Monopoly rather than poker as soon as it’s financially feasible your mind will always improve at what you apply it to; whether it’s riding a bike, deepening a toxic relationship dynamic, or attaining excellence

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