# Some

**Published by:** [Exp-er](https://paragraph.com/@exp-er-2/)
**Published on:** 2023-01-24
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## Content

Some of you know about me, Some of you don't know, As I stand at this edge again, the familiar sharpness yet so dull, the same depth infront of me, and the same darkness blurry behind, so familiar in this warmth of the coldness, Still never out of ideas in my mind It could be a lot of effort from your side, or it could be nothing, just dropping a message once in a while, don't check up on me, don't ask if I am doing everything I had in mind, I am genuine and honest to everyone else, yet a pathological liar to myself all the time. If i can lie to myself, i can lie about myself, and believe in that truly, without a doubt in my mind, your check up and care would be fruitless, I dont want to waste, any of our time. The idea is simple and crude, as I am making it up as I go, at the edge, kind of all on my fours, ask me to do something for you, manipulate in the most saintly way, ask me an image of where I was supposed to go, a snippet or snap, of stuff to do, a video of the weather, the river, the sky, the sea, no selfies, as I am just bad at it, a video call is never an issue to be, Its crude and its weird, its accountability on drugs of all kind, a balance im trying to find in the future, maybe, just try my best, to be at the top, to see the limits, to self actualize the world, my vision, a utopia to build, starts from the foundation stone, that is, just me, and my mind. #poetry

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