# My First Work

By [johann](https://paragraph.com/@johann) · 2022-02-10

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Been playing this game for a long time and it seems to be aimless but also full of purpose. What exactly should I do? I've been thinking about it for 20 years, and I can't help but want to discuss this game with you today.

I got into this game more than 20 years ago, when I got a random protein shell from the system. There are good and bad shells, and I'm obviously crippled compared to when I was a kid. But fortunately, it is a shell with no problems and relatively stable performance.

This shell, I thought it was mine, but then I found out it wasn't. Because I don't have his highest root privileges. His highest authority is controlled by the desire system, and it is difficult for me to intervene.

In the first few years of the game, I was very happy and curiously explored all the novelties and interacted with everything that could be interacted with in the game. This shell could take me to do various things, such as going up the mountain, going down the river, running, and sitting still. . I like my shell.

But the more I went on, the more I discovered that the shell provided by this system was not a tool under my control. On the contrary, I actually discovered that I am the slave of this shell, and even I will be oppressed by it for the rest of my life.

I never knew it would have such an unreasonable request. K is a protein coat called Homo sapiens. Why use the biological term "Homo sapiens" to refer to it? I've seen it through, because it's a creature (idiot giggling), a thing that knows how to eat, drink, and have sex.

After doing the above things, this guy was lying in bed, and somehow another protein shell appeared in his mind. I tried to hold it down but couldn't hold it down, it forced me to think about it with him. After thinking about it for a long time, this guy actually held the tears for a lifetime, accompanied by a twisting spasm in the heart. What the hell, I'm ashamed of him.

I'm sure you must be wondering what he was thinking - also a protein coat - another Homo sapiens type chromosome 22 with a protein coat of Xx. Actually it's not a big deal. Because the Homo sapiens protein coat must go through meiosis and recombine with another coat gene in order to reproduce. This K wants to replicate itself through the one she it sees.

But the protein shell is not the same as K. The shell is high in height, the proportions are good, and the face is also in line with K's aesthetic.

But what about K? It's not a mess, and it's still qualified. right. I believe everyone has a more intuitive judgment. But this stupid K is very unaware. K's eyes are full of her. I can guarantee that K is absolutely sincere.

K wonders, why do other prions meet such good prions? Why can some prions jointly hold meiotic gene recombination combat exercises with so many beautiful opposite sexes, but no one is willing to accept it when they are willing to give their absolute sincerity? Is the best thing you are willing to give so worthless?

I've scolded him many times for this, but he just can't remember, a dog can't stop eating shit

For this matter, K really caused me a lot of trouble. He seriously disturbed me when he thought about it, but I had no choice but to be enslaved by its liking.

At one point I felt terrible and pointless.

But all meanings are defined by people, and the existence of the universe really has no meaning. But I want to give myself a definition, I want to experience all the beauty of the earth online, and ask for nothing else. To be human is to travel the world.

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*Originally published on [johann](https://paragraph.com/@johann/my-first-work)*
