# God was there

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**Published on:** 2026-01-24
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St John’s eye. The Deposition of Christ - Rogier Van der Weyden.God saw the night I almost gave up. He did not miss it. He saw the moment I sat on the floor, exhausted. The tears nobody else did. The preparations I made for a day I wouldn’t witness. Listened to the prayer I didn’t have the strength to speak. I thought the silence meant I was alone. But in that quiet moment, the universe was moving. The same God that parted seas and raised the dead was holding me together. I didn’t feel him, but he never left. I’m still here, not by accident, but because purpose held onto me when I couldn’t hold on to it. God’s not finished. That night wasn’t the end of my story.

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