# 26 October

*Shenzhen, China*

By [thekaizendaily](https://paragraph.com/@kaizen) · 2023-10-26

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my days are filled with dread and sadness, my burdens are heavy, and when i am not angry, i am guilty. I sometimes wonder why i am so much more affected by the poor parenting i had than others. Why do i seem more damaged than others? Is my case really extreme, or is my resilience much weaker?

**Today I'm thankful for ..** being able to survive another day.

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*Originally published on [thekaizendaily](https://paragraph.com/@kaizen/26-october)*