# 26 October > Shenzhen, China **Published by:** [thekaizendaily](https://paragraph.com/@kaizen/) **Published on:** 2023-10-26 **URL:** https://paragraph.com/@kaizen/26-october ## Content my days are filled with dread and sadness, my burdens are heavy, and when i am not angry, i am guilty. I sometimes wonder why i am so much more affected by the poor parenting i had than others. Why do i seem more damaged than others? Is my case really extreme, or is my resilience much weaker? Today I'm thankful for .. being able to survive another day. ## Publication Information - [thekaizendaily](https://paragraph.com/@kaizen/): Publication homepage - [All Posts](https://paragraph.com/@kaizen/): More posts from this publication - [RSS Feed](https://api.paragraph.com/blogs/rss/@kaizen): Subscribe to updates ## Optional - [Collect as NFT](https://paragraph.com/@kaizen/26-october): Support the author by collecting this post - [View Collectors](https://paragraph.com/@kaizen/26-october/collectors): See who has collected this post