# Day 1: Poison

**Published by:** [KJ](https://paragraph.com/@kj-4/)
**Published on:** 2022-12-28
**URL:** https://paragraph.com/@kj-4/day-1-poison

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Some days it feels like there’s an invisible picc line pumping liters of poison through my veins. My blood boils, my mind reels, my hands shake. I can feel my nervous system trying to catch up–attempting to normalize amidst the chaos and confusion…But it can’t quite get there. That’s the best explanation I have for how i’ve felt for the better part of the last decade.

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