# stillness

**Published by:** [Metama](https://paragraph.com/@metama/)
**Published on:** 2023-02-26
**URL:** https://paragraph.com/@metama/stillness

## Content

sitting still in a cafe i have feelings feelings i dont understand but I know exist it’s foggy outside -- I can’t see far but I know that the sun is out there -- it is shining and I am going to feel it’s warmth there is a part of me that is afraid -- uncertain, I don’t KNOW what is coming but then there is another part of me -- certain, knowing absoluteness that I am free -- that I am blessed and that I am safe and protecte knowing this gives me courage -- I feel it deep in my soul. it’s a block of iron, forged in fire, something that can not be taken nor lost i felt it for a while now -- blessed, unseen -- ready to emerge the volcano is about to frigggin erupt my life -- flowers, petals falling to earth, nothing left but a meal supper

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