# The Spill.

*An intention met was no more.*

By [On The Inside](https://paragraph.com/@ontheinside) · 2023-08-19

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The Spill | A sketch by Melanie Jane

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**When you grasp in hand the canister.**

**When you tip it to an angle**

**For liquid to come out.**

**When you pour it toward an opening**

**A stream is flowing now throughout.**

**Do you intend to fill the subject?**

**For all that is poured to go in.**

**What often comes about?**

**Is your intention carried out?**

**If some dripped along the side**

**If some stumbled to the floor**

**If some splattered toward your being**

**What is your reaction to this course?**

**I pulled the sealed door until it opened.**

**The cool now felt amongst my being.**

**I grabbed my water filter**

**Pondered my gratitude for the simple things.**

**I took the filter from its home**

**Lifted it to the countertop.**

**Pushed the door behind me closed.**

**I grabbed my water bottle**

**That I had earlier washed off.**

**Positioned over the kitchen's sink**

**With both subjects hand in hand.**

**I began to pour from one to the other**

**My goal;**

**To fill that reusable bottle in my hand.**

**For a moment all went well.**

**For a moment all was good.**

**The sensation of cooled aluminum**

**Now felt within my hand.**

**Then in an instant something changed.**

**The current's consistency took a shift.**

**What once was going well**

**Now disrupted by a rift.**

**Splatters and splashes.**

**Puddles on the floor.**

**Wet spots on my clothing.**

**An intention met was no more.**

**My hand got slightly confident.**

**Audacious, as it had all been going well.**

**I tried to pour faster**

**And it ended not too well.**

**I would course correct the situation.**

**Lessen the flow of the water's stream.**

**I would finish the bottle filling.**

**Then I would contemplate this happening.**

**It seems odd to pull deep meaning**

**From a water filter and a cup.**

**Yet in that very moment**

**A thought in my mind was stuck.**

**Do we often find ourselves**

**In situations such as this?**

**One moment all is well**

**Next, the course, it takes a shift.**

**Do we find contentment and confidence**

**As we master actions as we go?**

**Then one day push the boundaries**

**End up surprised by the unintended flow?**

**Do things tend to become second nature**

**That we feel we could run them in our sleep?**

**Then when we push ourselves further**

**The things we had mastered do not keep?**

**We then end up with water splattered**

**On the counter and the floor.**

**Our clothes now need to be changed.**

**A reality check to our core.**

**Sure, as humans, we adapt.**

**We course correct along our way.**

**That unintended sidestep**

**Is fixed as we continue throughout the day.**

**We lessen the aggression of the water's stream.**

**We take some foot pressure off of the gas.**

**We communicate our understanding**

**That our attention, it must last.**

**I believe that it can be easy to do this often.**

**To get comfortable and used to the things that I often see.**

**That perhaps I do not notice**

**My pressing of the seams.**

**The ways that I can tend to push the boundaries.**

**Lose sight of gratitude.**

**Step one step too far**

**Control is now vulnerable to lose.**

**There is something about the moment.**

**The moment of the spill.**

**The moment we are checked**

**The realization that we now must course correct.**

**It is humbling in nature.**

**A reminder in our life.**

**For the spill, I am now grateful.**

**For it evokes the reality**

**Of the nature of this life.**

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*Originally published on [On The Inside](https://paragraph.com/@ontheinside/the-spill)*