# bci **Published by:** [robertldaltoniii](https://paragraph.com/@robertldaltoniii/) **Published on:** 2025-01-19 **URL:** https://paragraph.com/@robertldaltoniii/bci-2 ## Content i said to myself i dont think i could have a kid Id get to upset because I am impatient and don't want to hear them whining and then I look at what the next thing I could say to bother may be and then what followed was this convo we have had in the mind before and then it fuels the destain and imagery and then that loops into the motive until I realize I would never do such a thing I've seen to much our history is present in our convo history that is me and the implanters and or those who choose to watch I think at some point it feels good to ruin the room and to have these horrible things mixed with what I do like or it feels good to just say these out of reaction it feels almost method but i have to be careful when saying this because they are likely to think the worst of it, nor think its not objective but personal there is an opportunity in the mind to do evil when they ask these things, i see this opportunity and go for it SO IT SEEMS IF I DO NOT HAVE AUTO THEN PLEASE IGNORE but then I'm like this was not for me this was for them and it conflicts with my moral compass you go looking for it i have no idea why i guess you don't like them and i think that's ok tbh per usual i have no history of schizophrenia or hearing voice in my mind sincerely, Robert ## Publication Information - [robertldaltoniii](https://paragraph.com/@robertldaltoniii/): Publication homepage - [All Posts](https://paragraph.com/@robertldaltoniii/): More posts from this publication - [RSS Feed](https://api.paragraph.com/blogs/rss/@robertldaltoniii): Subscribe to updates - [Twitter](https://twitter.com/robertldatoniii): Follow on Twitter