# Only Son

By [Shadowplay](https://paragraph.com/@shadowplay) · 2023-08-19

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###### **So you thought that I was done?**

###### **you thought i wasnt strong**

###### **when you threw me away, it was like handing me the gun**

###### **I was so sick of all the things that mattered**

###### **In the end, they all end up shattered**

###### **I'll piss you away lets watch what you become**

###### **Im creative crazy and complicated**

###### **imperfectly perfect thats how you made me**

###### **some people call me crazy, while most just hate me**

###### **Everything aggravates me.**

###### **No,  you cant save me**

###### **the hate motivates me** 

###### **i live my life on the run**

###### **emotions like a loaded gun**

###### **Am i the only one?**

###### **Am I  the only son?**

###### **Hell bent and i love it**

###### **I lust obtain and touch it**

###### **im a bit insane but i never said that i wasnt**

###### **I'm so  sick of all your excuses for why you abuse me**

###### **this time i walked away; next time you should probably run**

###### **creatively crazy at being complicated**

###### **imperfect is what you made me**

###### **The pain motivates me**

###### **the gift of rage you gave me**

###### **maybe it's what saves me**

###### **living my life on the run**

######  **stairing down the barrel of a loaded gun**

###### **Am I the only One?**

###### **i am your only son**

###### **creative, crazy, and complicated**

###### **imperfectly perfect**

###### **is what you made me**

######  **people say im crazy**

###### **Most just  fear and hate me**

###### **Am i the only one?**

###### **living my life on the run**

###### **Why didn't you love your son?**

###### **Hell bent, and i love it. I lusted after it, obtained it, and touched it.**

###### **Im a bit insane but i never claimed that i wasn't** 

###### **im so sick of all the excuses for why you hate me and abuse us**

###### **One day, you will pay for**

######  **what you have done**

###### **another day, another dollar**

###### **A little boy needed a father**

###### **Did you make me just to hurt and forsake me?**

###### **All the things that you hated, see you created** 

###### **one day, you will feel the pain you gave your son** 

###### **Im a bit Crazy and Creative**

###### **but no more feelings of rage or hate for me**

###### **I found the creator to be the one true father, who**

######  **raised me from the grave and every day i thank him**

###### **For the gift he gave, and I am so thankful that he saved me.**

###### **It seems the evil parts of me  was left in hell to burn**

###### **J Williams**

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