# Only Son

**Published by:** [Shadowplay](https://paragraph.com/@shadowplay/)
**Published on:** 2023-08-19
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So you thought that I was done?you thought i wasnt strongwhen you threw me away, it was like handing me the gunI was so sick of all the things that matteredIn the end, they all end up shatteredI'll piss you away lets watch what you become Im creative crazy and complicatedimperfectly perfect thats how you made mesome people call me crazy, while most just hate meEverything aggravates me.No, you cant save methe hate motivates me i live my life on the runemotions like a loaded gunAm i the only one?Am I the only son? Hell bent and i love itI lust obtain and touch itim a bit insane but i never said that i wasntI'm so sick of all your excuses for why you abuse methis time i walked away; next time you should probably run creatively crazy at being complicatedimperfect is what you made meThe pain motivates methe gift of rage you gave memaybe it's what saves meliving my life on the run stairing down the barrel of a loaded gunAm I the only One?i am your only son creative, crazy, and complicatedimperfectly perfectis what you made me people say im crazyMost just fear and hate meAm i the only one?living my life on the runWhy didn't you love your son? Hell bent, and i love it. I lusted after it, obtained it, and touched it.Im a bit insane but i never claimed that i wasn't im so sick of all the excuses for why you hate me and abuse usOne day, you will pay for what you have done another day, another dollarA little boy needed a fatherDid you make me just to hurt and forsake me?All the things that you hated, see you created one day, you will feel the pain you gave your son Im a bit Crazy and Creativebut no more feelings of rage or hate for meI found the creator to be the one true father, who raised me from the grave and every day i thank himFor the gift he gave, and I am so thankful that he saved me.It seems the evil parts of me was left in hell to burn J WilliamsShadowplay https://www.tiktok.com/@shadowplaybandhttps://open.spotify.com/artist/1a6kdKaAOVdGqznJXnCM0Bhttp://www.shadowplayband.comhttp://www.perceptionsrecording.comhttps://steemit.com/@shadowplayhttps://medium.com/@shadowplayhttps://paragraph.xyz/@shadowplayhttps://diamondapp.com/u/Shadowplayhttps://zirkels.com/u/shadowplayband

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