# On loop breaking > May 24, 2024 **Published by:** [SuctionX](https://paragraph.com/@suctionx.com/) **Published on:** 2024-05-24 **Categories:** poetry **URL:** https://paragraph.com/@suctionx.com/on-loop-breaking ## Content By no longer writing Feels failed for inspiration Feels choking on sickness That doesn't belong to me. Release with my words Into the dark dead of night The weights of this decline To free my spirit for want of desire. My child who sees me suffer And with this repeats the history That I carried the load of my mother And still do today. Release Cut cord Free Fall Into a better future. Lifting my pen to the page The ink smells sweetly of something lost And I will carry forward this fountain Instead of an inherited burden. ## Publication Information - [SuctionX](https://paragraph.com/@suctionx.com/): Publication homepage - [All Posts](https://paragraph.com/@suctionx.com/): More posts from this publication - [RSS Feed](https://api.paragraph.com/blogs/rss/@suctionx.com): Subscribe to updates - [Twitter](https://twitter.com/https://x.com/SuctionX999?t=g8dhGjpGxJwJQHgeIhH8Kg&s=09): Follow on Twitter ## Optional - [Collect as NFT](https://paragraph.com/@suctionx.com/on-loop-breaking): Support the author by collecting this post - [View Collectors](https://paragraph.com/@suctionx.com/on-loop-breaking/collectors): See who has collected this post