# 1. 7-1 Driven by Solitude 

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**Published on:** 2024-11-16
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Am I just stubborn and selfish? A lazy slacker, really. Everyone’s moving forward, and here I am, not fitting in. It just makes life hard.I want to learn from others, but if I don’t love something,I just can’t keep doing it. Finding balance with others… it’s hard, but I really want to enjoy everything, even the hard parts. But I still refuse to do what I don’t want to. I think I know what I need to do, but I’m just… stubborn and lazy, letting myself down. And I just laugh, “Really? Stubborn here?” This image as an NFT: Zora ⎯⎯ 孤独の源 ⎯⎯ "The following is in Japanese"私が面倒な頑固者なのかな…めんどくさがりでワガママというかねだらしないグータラです 皆はちゃんと頑張ってるのに私はなんかはみ出してる気がして今生きづらい皆の良い所を見て自分に活かしたいだけなんだけど…私は好きな事じゃないと続かない… そんな私なりに最近考えてるとどう接したらいいかとか 本当にバランスが難しくて…でも、その難しさも含めて、楽しみたいだけ でも、やっぱりやりたく無い事はやれない私が居てわかってるはずなのに出来ないことだらけの頑ななグータラ。"そこに頑ななのかよ～。"って自分に呆れるわぁ… ZoraにてMirrorに関連するCGを投稿しています。 2024 © um1cco_just https://opensea.io/assets/0xF06B1ac0CE0AAb6EDfA97332648D499434c1EbF5/2

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