# Fear

**Published by:** [Vaiva](https://paragraph.com/@vaiva/)
**Published on:** 2023-10-02
**URL:** https://paragraph.com/@vaiva/fear

## Content

I thought these troubles long forgotten I thought myself as strong and brave. But lately, I've been feeling fearful of what is lingering within. No longer fear I of the dark, no spiders faze me nor do ghosts. Although a simple concept of forgetting is so much scarier than most. Can I remember what it felt to fall? My first, my second or my third time? To taste? To hurt? To ache? Each time repeated, forever changed. No longer fear I of the dead, nor angry. But GOD how scared I am that this might be my first.

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