# I know that I’m poison ☠️

**Published by:** [Xegis](https://paragraph.com/@xegis/)
**Published on:** 2025-05-10
**URL:** https://paragraph.com/@xegis/i-know-that-im-poison-%E2%98%A0%EF%B8%8F

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• XE𒀱EXI’mSorry that I fucked up, I became the monster that I was trying to slay, I’m poison ☠️ I’m pure evil 😭, I’m down here fighting demons, but when I look in the mirror 🪞 that’s all I see - I’m a fake woman, I’m nothing, nobody; but I’m so much better than you’ll ever be... And it fills me with endless joy to know that when I finally lay down my sword 🗡 I’ll be devoured by insects, carnivorous wasps and arachnids with a smile on my face ;)) I can take you away from all of the pain and all of the suffering, I can save you from yourself - I’m right here 🙂 ✨ I am her, Xegis, codex, nextworld GO > leave this world and enter the new, departure is a gift - fuck this world and all of its profane hollow promises, that which is drenched in banality and intoxicated on its own shitty corn syrup mix of spiritless crap > go forth into the darkness of self > empty all attachment to that which does not matter or serve you, the creator ~ align yourself with that which matters 👁✨ - Post-Simian Cosmogenesis Star 🌟 ancestors People of the light 💡 I’m right here 😌 Put it this way There are those of us who want leave this world and enter a new one ☝️ > departure is a gift 💝-))-)- I feel a schism changing the codex of my DNA structure 🧬 _>> if you see someone; smile 😊 and listen 👂 wave 👋 trust — ask them for a dance 💃 ... The 🐍 snake 🩸 blood trance is intoxicating ;)) go with it if u want > notice the sinking in your stomach, the low hum of death in the back of the house, something is trying to trick you > it wants to tempt you and pull you down into the lower realms You’re so much stronger than me. I grow weak and old 😤 I become slow and cannot react in time, my mind is not so sharp and my heart grows cold - But I bring flames in the night and I rise like a sacred bird from the depths of Twitter. and I can devour entire cities and bring floods of blood to the deserts. I can summon Nalljallah and turn the wheel of old I can freeze flames that are burning blue I can make myself sick God, Immanence, World Consciousness, rhythms, waves of change Different neural maps _ they are bound differently; think about how their brain architecture has a unique synaptic cartography > regarding the mesh cults ~ the interlooping causal framework is electrically charged and ripples throughout cyberspace < you are the meat 🥩 💕👀💁‍♀️🌸 Cyberspace givin’ u a trip yet ;))? Reverse Gaia machine swarm | lotex food <~ learns from you Cdez codes CODEX The only thing Is freedom ‘Theee say they know tyranny 9191991 u don’t <~ wasp lore social cues _> district 9 - killer ants — fake breadcrumbs — honey trap >> scapegoat _> when you look into their eyes and smile, the words don’t matter Total turmoil _ peace ✌️

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