But sometimes I wanna wake up and be on my own

Sometimes I don't wanna walk by your smile

But at the same time I don't wanna let people down

Can you imagine, the weight of a world

Placed on your shoulders, trapped in this world

And no-one can reach you, ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh

So no-one can help you, nowwwww

It's getting heavy I think I'm bout ready to break down

I'm standing up, but I'm fallin down

Time keeps on tickin I wish there was a way to slow it down

Someone pick me up, cause I'm fallin down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

Why is it so easy for you to blame

I'm only human we're all the same

I've given up everything in exchange for being alone

I'm shaking these demons underneath all the pride, ohhhhhhhh

Can you imagine, the weight of a world

Placed on your shoulders, trapped in this world

And no-one can reach you, ohhh ohhh ohhh ohhh

So no-one can help you, nowwwww

It's getting heavy I think I'm bout ready to break down

I'm standing up, but I'm fallin down

Time keeps on tickin I wish there was a way to slow it down

Someone pick me up, cause I'm fallin down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

I'm fallin down, down, down, down,

Down, down, down, down

It's getting heavy I think I'm bout ready to break down

I'm standing up, but I'm fallin down

Time keeps on tickin I wish there was a way to slow it down

Someone pick me up, cause I'm fallin down

How's life? Tell me how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever,

We small talk, work and the weather,

Your guard is up and I know why.

'cause the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night",

And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing that I realized

What I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right

I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leavin'

When your birthday passed and I didn't call.

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,

I watched you laughing from the passenger side.

Realized that I loved you in the fall

Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye"