• I view eclipse from ridge in Taos with ███████. She then shows me the beautiful retreat center.

• great evening of jiu jitsu in Santa Fe. But ██████ (los alamos chemist) tells me that she would NEVER LIVE IN ABQ. Interesting data point. I tell her about my vision fund idea bc she's amateur trader. Idea is sound.

• I got a speeding ticket, $250 I have to pay to ohkay reservation.

• I lose my house key somehow.

• ███████ has spare but she's out of town

• mom has spare also out of town -everything is closed except taco Bell and chipotle.

• will go sleep at moms bc I have garage code.

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Eclipse update:

• Slept in late because I stayed up texting the night before

• Took a morning walk and talked to God and asked him to bring me an emotional breakthrough during eclipse

• Went to weird wignat wedding, felt chaotic, didn’t cry while watching eclipse but was moved

• At wedding reception met ██ year old ███████ new yorker based man straight out of ████████ who has ███████ show. father of the groom. talked to him for █ hours about deep state, flat earth, the jews, free speech. didn’t tell him about my ███████. I posted his ███████ ███████ on my ███████ in hopes he gains more followers because of it. a genuine beautiful synchronicity of a connection. he was really funny.

• had bonfire and played uno

Eclipse update:

• Eclipse was a visual aporia. Light dimmed and made everything look the way it does w. THC

• i didn’t have the special glasses and risked it to see the golden moon slipping crescent in front of the sun. This left me with a crescent sun-moon sun spot in my vision every time I closed my eyes for about three minutes. I was briefly afraid. But then it went away

• Spent the afternoon with Galileo and Lobschevsky and I think I finally know how to write the ████-████████ book. What format to give it

• really want ████ to go the moon so I can escape samsara

• Want a boat. Sometimes want to delete everything and start over again

• I did decide that I’m going to put all my evergreen stuff on ██████.███ from now on and forget about money and subs

• realized I probably have more books than hours in life and I’m probably going to leave many things unread to just focus on time and beauty

• I need to learn leglocks

• I do think the eclipse was a filter tho

• Would really like to know peace

• Am praying for you guys

Eclipse update:

• woke up with ████ and had breakfast, walked around ████ █████ for a bit

• this place is devoid of culture, affluent neighborhoods, but spiritual wasteland, I complain about the lack of bookstores here, I’m content though

• we got to my airbnb where my BiL and sister are to see eclipse, ████ is an excellent conversationalist and talks to my family about EVERYTHING but politics

• totality starts and there’s a school nearby and the kids are SCREAMING giddy with excitement it’s so cool

• ████ is grilling during totality lol and I look at it with no glasses, I am incredibly moved and stunned, never saw anything like it

• totality ends and the rooster next door starts crowing as though this morning

• we eat burgers and ████ slips and mentions something he heard on Joe Rogan and the mood sours from my siblings lmao

• ████ and I leave to go get showered and get ready for dinner

• my sister and BiL ditch us for dinner so we eat at a restaurant in a beautiful mid century modern building, they’ve got their beef agers in the center of the room with the raw meat on display, hostess brings me individual coat/purse rack to the table for my purse, excellent margarita

• ████ and I talk a little about Serious Things, he tells me realistically he sees himself in ████ for the next 3 years, he hints at coming to ██ this summer when he’s finished with █████ ██████ book tour he’s on for ███████

• I feel complicated emotions, I like ████, there’s no way this works out

• ████ and I planned to go dancing but a HUGE thunderstorm passed through, we just sat on the back deck and watched the rain and lightning

• we go to couch and I end up falling asleep head in ████’█ lap for an HOUR and he never got up or moved till I did 🥺

• go to sleep at like 10 lmao

• wake up to missed texts from ████ seeking shelter and feel bad I still have his key and don’t have a spare to my house

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