24 hours left of being a cyborg and I’m done done done with having wires sticking out of my head. I can’t go near water so it’s been sponge baths for a week and I really want to wash my hair. I was hoping my head would stop being sore from the implanting but it’s not so I’ve spent the last few hours trying to separate that pain for the normal pain and it’s more difficult than anticipated. My journal is quite whiny, but honest. It’s been hard to sleep and sit in any chairs with backs. I’ve tried to catch up on reading. I’m not allowed to BLT (bend, lift, or twist) and I can’t lift anything more than a pound which is literally all the things. I’m even drinking out of to go coffee cups because a mug plus coffee is a pound and an ounce. :/ is my expression for the entire journey.
I’m still interested in the permanent options, but I shouldn’t have looked up the YouTube videos because I have more questions now.