This is a sentence I saw when I was a freshman. The specific source is in a pamphlet called New Oriental spirit, which is an inspirational book given by New Oriental to every student in the early years. I spent 3 yuan to buy this little book from the school stall and read it bored. At that time, I consciously failed in the college entrance examination and came to that remote and cold town. Various constructions were built on the campus. Most of my classmates were local students with local accent. As one of the few students from other provinces, my college entrance examination score is more than 100 points higher than the admission score of local students. Under such a drop, like many students who think they are good B, I think I am the legendary angel with broken wings. Instead of falling into the West Lake, I fell into a pit that is still under construction. At that time, I didn't love that place at all. Hostility and resistance made me cut school endlessly, and I felt that my talent was never in this small place. I felt like gold all the time, just buried in the pit. I can't say that my university is immovable, but as an ordinary two books school, I can say that my school is moving slowly. After major changes and upgrades, my school enrolls 6000 people a year, and the headmaster of nearly 50 years old leads me to see a scene of large-scale construction, but he is very ambitious. At the beginning of our school year, he flew to Harvard, Yale and other world-famous schools to visit and study, and practiced in the school, making bold innovations. For example, the male and female dormitories are in the same building, and the boys are on the first floor, and the girls are on the first floor. Although this kind of accommodation method announced the failure of the experiment a year later and re divided the building, it made me like this kind of courage and courage, and let me see a little fresh and brave light in this small city. At that time, like many students who wrote to me that they had entered an unsatisfactory school, I was all kinds of despised, all kinds of depressed, all kinds of unwilling, and all kinds of unwanted. I always feel that I am a narcissus, just put it in the pile of onions, and wait for myself to open up one day. So endless sadness and dissatisfaction poured in. There were red posters posted on the bulletin board of the campus every day about me not going to self-study, not going out of morning exercises, not handing in my homework, being absent from class and late. My open-minded heart was forced to practice extremely pure feelings during that time! At that time, I felt very frustrated when I saw the poster without my name. During that time, I went to the library every day to read "college students" magazine, holding a glass of water, reading magazines in a warm room, turning them one by one. I see that many college students in Beijing can go to Siemens, P & G, Shenma's internship, or go abroad to exchange Shenma's. look at the other people's world, look at their own small city, which is not even the capital of the province. It's freezing every day, and they have to bring a bottle of water to pour into the vegetable basin to prevent salty death, in the sky and underground. I complain about this small city every day. I just don't like it for no reason, but what if I don't like it? "If the environment doesn't move, I'll go by myself!" Until I saw this sentence. Yeah, why don't I go by myself? Why should I wait for the school to arrange everything for me? Since I think I'm extremely talented and wronged myself here, why don't I run quickly and go where I should be? Don't I think I'm great? Don't I think I just made a mistake in the college entrance examination? In this case, then run, run to a very front place! Why are you chirping here? This sentence woke me up, so I took the initiative to find a foreign teacher in the foreign language department. I got up at 5 o'clock every morning to learn English with him, and I was sleepy every day; I took the initiative to apply for the TOEFL, GRE, GMAT, IELTS and other international English tests that students in key universities have confidence in, forcing myself to listen to three repeaters and nearly 100 tapes; I took the initiative to apply for an intern at Coca Cola, starting with a supermarket promoter of 30 yuan a day, and I was always bullied; I took the initiative to apply to be an exchange student at Peking University. After two years, I had no sense of belonging and was often discriminated against. After these messy days of crazy running everywhere, I don't know where I went, who I got rid of, and how far I got rid of. But I learned a truth: When we fall into an environment that we don't like or look down on psychologically, we always feel that we are better than everyone around us. In fact, everyone is complaining. Everyone feels in their heart that they are a hard force and that they are all angels with broken wings. So a group of people complain there every day, and finally a group of fools can't see anyone. If you want to jump out of this forced group, the only way is to take action. No matter what your environment is, you must take action! If your environment doesn't move, please go by yourself! The hardest thing in life! It's not that you fell into a motionless environment! But after n years! The environment has changed! You TMD haven't left yet! Now, I'm still living a ridiculous life. I always put myself in the second "day" of heaven, so I turn myself into a drudge again and again, but I can't complain, so I run hard, and it's too late to see the surrounding environment. I am ah q, constantly comforting myself, oh, it's not that the environment is bad, it's not that others are wrong, it's that I didn't fight for it, it's that I didn't run This sentence fell into my heart, not to force me to run, but to remind myself: If not satisfied! Please get out at once! Now, now! Go where you want to go! I would like to dedicate this article to the brave headmaster I never met, and the school that was not a bird at that time, but now I miss it very much!