Hello. I’m Alexly, now i’m 28 years old, an age not too old to start my career, but if given the opportunity, I would have started earlier.

I am not: businessman, engineer, office worker, creative artist… I am nothing, just an ordinary person with a mess around, with psychological problems trying to overcome.

I will tell you why I am determined to launch this collection.

“BEGINNING”

Fate March 25, 2022, that was the first time I met the most beautiful girl in my life. The BHC logo is also my feeling when I met her, an affectionate look that I later understood was the day I met the love of my life.

And like other love affairs, I still enjoy the feeling of being happy with her, even though there are quarrels, I still think we can overcome and last a long time together. Then whatever happens, I have to come, I have problems with work and money that my carefree life from the past caused has affected the present. I was pressured about everything. I love her very much, I am afraid that I will lose her so I choose to deal with it alone. This inadvertently pushed her away. Despite her efforts to love me, my indifference made her disappointment grow. And then after 396 days of love, we officially broke up.

“CHAOS”

After breaking up, even though it's sad but i will still think like other relationships before, i will soon forget her and start another relationship but no, everythings are not so easy.

Things started to get harder for me, old debts started to come in and put more pressure on me. The work stalled made it impossible for me to pay my old debts. Because my family was so disappointed in me and didn't want them to worry, I put all the pressure on myself. There were days when I cried and knelt down begging God to give me the strength to get through, I've had mental health problems since then.

I thought everything would stop here, but now a bigger storm is coming. I started to miss her, because she is the last fulcrum that can hold me back right now. And the cruel fact that she was no longer around made my health worse and worse. I lost my sense of hunger, instead being emotional, I could cry at any moment even though I couldn't think about anything. The growing fatigue because of feeling guilty, too weak to lose everything made my spirit worse and worse. I wish I could hug her right now but I can't, how can I let her suffer to waste her youth for me. The overwhelming feeling of disappointment made me lose my mind and think about ending my life. The feeling of being alone, stuck in your own life that you can't think of a way to solve is also the reason why people with depression often think about suicide.

Fortunately, it was in that moment that I ran away from her. I left the city where I was living with her and returned to my hometown. I still can't get better even though I'm with my parents. I do not dare to share my difficulties for fear that my parents who have been disappointed will become more and more disappointed in me. I was moody every day, my face became haggard from crying too much. Although I tried to think positively, my mental health became worse than I thought. It wasn't until my mother accidentally saw me crying alone in the corner of the room that I broke down. I cried like a baby in front of my mother, I saw how lucky I was to still have the protective arms of my parents. I told my mother what I was going through. And trying to find a way to overcome this difficult time because I know that I still have someone to share with me.

“Mission”

After a period of spiritual convalescence, I also calmed down to think and resolve to implement this project. Although i’m better, the psychological trauma still smoldered in me, making me know how terrible the psychological effects are.

I know technology will evolve, along with a pre-existing love of art. I learn about NFT and know it as a proprietary and potentially accessible asset class that is more accessible to everyone than physical products. This is also the reason I cherish this project.

Because I have been through such bad moods, I understand that, if you are not strong enough, if you are not lucky enough to have someone who always cares and is by your side, if you do not find a way to heal your heart. Before it's too late, what's the worst that could happen?

This collection is the beginning of my goal of building an innovative, healthy, enduring and active community. With the mission to bring spiritual medicine to heal the soul, empathy, how to cope with difficulties, pain to overcome it. With the cooperation of BHCers, morale encouragement will also encourage people who are in a deadlock situation to think positively through BHC's NFT works. Starting from this collection onwards, no matter how much it grows, a profit will be deducted to support the fund of depressed patients with economic difficulties, as well as BHC will also organize events annual charity for people in difficult circumstances. Everything will be open and transparent about the activities for the community to know. I myself know that, if you have nothing left and are having severe psychological problems, it will be difficult to have the courage to think ahead.

Different from other projects. Each of my personal NFTs shares different emotions in a meaningful sequence for you to feel and immerse yourself in. Happy or sad, any emotion will be included in this collection, so that anyone who looks at it can feel every meaning in every little detail. And the way to feel the picture also depends on the situation of each person, but each person will have different feelings.

Also, this is about my own cherished ones. That no matter how easily I gave up in the past when faced with difficulties, this time I will also try to complete this project, even though this is just the beginning of a collection of future goals. Despite the fact that I know, I am not a celebrity, nor am I the person with the resources to carry out the project in various ways, I am just an ordinary person trying to accomplish something, first time in my life. I understand that the success rate of the project is very low, but whether it succeeds or fails I will complete it to release to the community. This isn't just about art, this is about my broken heart proving my love that I will still love her and hopefully one day she will know how much I love her. And about my parents, I will prove to them that even if I may fail, I have tried to the end once, so that I will not regret it later.

Everything combined creates the motivation for me to overcome difficulties when working on this project alone. I don't have the conditions to be able to invest in construction like other projects, what I have is only my whole soul, mind, love, empathy, effort and determination.

Thank you all for taking the time to read this far. I hope to have everyone's spiritual support so that I can continue to strive to improve and deliver the most meaningful products. Any support motivates me and I will keep it in mind.

Thank you very much!!!

Details of the “Broken Hearts Club: 396 days” I plan to post it in the coming days.