took me quite long to understand where the displeasure comes from, just from the dull things i see that's actioned consciously/unconsciously, although not enough to manipulate my emotional stability, but if it steamrolls, snowballs, compounds throughout a few days, inner monologue starts with the intention to tip the EQ scale back to equilibrium, and when time is of the essence, i have to deliberately put it aside first.

• sound of munching with mouth open
  this ick the hell out of me, but if there's hierarchy/caste involved in family/friends function, i have to ignore consciously, no time for drama.

• condescending attitude
  no one should ever do this, this should be illegal, how peaceful would our world be if this kinda attitude doesn't exist.

• cutting queue
  why? seriously why? if you are a serial queue jumper, you should reevaluate your life or karma is always right around the corner.

• not finishing your food
  it's fine if you takeaway or keep the leftovers for consumption at a later time, but discarding them when the food is still edible is no bueno.

• loud voice in public spaces
  are you for real? i don't wanna hear your yaps about flaps, how much you earn, how arduous your life journey is, keep that volume down, find out where that feeling of seeking to be validated in public by speaking out loud of your vices & virtues are originating from.

• unwillingness to walk one kilometer
  one km is a short walk, really, a really short walk, doesn't even take 15 min, where else must you be to not be willing to walk one km, walk out of your life?

• talk shop 24/7
  i get that you want to network, expand your circle, multiply your net worth, but imo there're more beautiful things worth discussing than talk shop all the time.

• grandstanding
  why be efficient when you can just waste time and energy for grandiosity, why not work on your merits instead.

• tuning out
  you ask me, i give my opinion, but you choose to check out in the middle of our conversation? don't be so disingenuous.

so long, i'll add more when i can comprehend more of myself.