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I — Minutes That Don’t Matter

Rain had already won by the time I reached the clearing. It wasn’t falling so much as occupying the space. Settling into fibers, pooling in seams and turning the forest into a slow grind through muddy water. The moon existed somewhere above the canopy, but the trees reduced it to a suggestion. Light didn’t penetrate here. It negotiated. I adjusted my pace without thinking. Shorter steps meant less suction when lifting the heel. Once mud has a rhythm, every step leaves a footprint that adds weight. Disregard the surface, and it announces you. The meeting point was one mile from the access road. A predictable error in judgment. Remote is attractive to people who believe distance equals control. But it doesn’t. It only increases factors.

My jacket was nearing total saturation. Cold water spilled past the collar, tracking down my spine in a slow, invasive crawl. The heaviness of the fabric pulled at my shoulders, a sodden reminder of the distance left to cover. As I sank deeper with every footfall, it felt as if the forest were assessing my presence and finding it unnecessary. The air I took in with every breath tasted like decaying leaves mixed with cold earth. The forest wasn’t quiet; the sounds bled into each other. The constant tapping of rain on the vegetation, the wind threading through branches, and the occasional crack of overstressed wood merged into an acoustic haze that could mask threats until they were right on top of you.

My hand reached for a cigarette. The habit was a twitch, a phantom limb reaching for a comfort that wasn’t there. I didn’t need the nicotine, just something to mark transition, a demand for the ritual of fire and smoke to reset the mind. I could almost smell the sulfur, almost feel the heat blooming against my face. But the instinct that had kept me alive this long steadied my hand. I let the soggy matchbox slip back into my pocket, and accepted the damp chill as the only absolution I was going to get. Shadows moved differently here, shifting not just with the trees but independently of the wind. I felt them pressing in, an uneasy vibration against the back of my neck. Ahead, through the mesh of trunks and undergrowth, a faint glow pulsed between trees. Flashlight. Poor discipline. They hadn’t even shielded it properly. Unguarded voices drifted farther than they should, their sound piercing through layers of the forest.

“Are you sure this is a good idea?” A woman. Close. Maybe ten meters out.

“It’s fine,” a man replied. Overconfident. “I’ll keep him talking. You take the shot.”

Upon hearing that, I stopped walking. The rain filled the stillness between their words. The him they were talking about was me. A half hour’s slog into this suffocating timber for what was supposed to be a consultation. A meeting I’d accepted because the numbers had made sense on paper. The payment was structured, making the risk acceptable. It was clean. Maybe too clean. Now that math was changing. This wasn’t a meeting. It was a liquidation.

Only an idiot walks back into the trap they just eluded. I adjusted my positioning, clearing the line of sight and cutting wide to the left, tracking for a better look. My socks squelched against the mud. Annoying. But not fatal. I forced the focus past the mettle in my boots, tuning my ears to the conversation ahead until the layout of the dark began to make sense. The space was mapped before it was fully visible: the man was the primary target; the woman was the complication. The knife waited beneath my jacket, resting at the small of my back. Simple. Balanced. A cold, honest weight. My lungs burned, forcing my breath into a steady flow—filtering the damp air through my teeth. I crept through the undergrowth, the grip of the knife sleek against my palm. The gap closed on instinct alone. My feet already knew the count. Seven more steps. Six. Five—

The forest’s pressure changed. Not a shift in the weather. Something else. The clearing didn’t just fill with motion. It fractured. They came out of the dark. Two bodies moving at speeds baseline joints weren't rated for. The kind of acceleration that tears tissue in unnatural shapes. Not animals. Not entirely human either. Their clothes were straining against something that had outgrown their flesh. For a fraction of a second my brain rejected the physical reality of it. The angles were wrong. Knees extending past safe thresholds, shoulders rotating without loss of momentum. No hesitation between impulse and execution. This wasn't a surge of adrenaline. It was a total bypass of human limitation. Recognition settled cold behind my ribs.

Bound.

They didn't announce the violence. They simply became it. The man barely had time to turn before he was hit by a blur of accelerated muscle. There was no prolonged struggle. Just impact. A wet, percussive sound as bone met force beyond its design. The woman reached for a defense the world no longer permitted; her scream cut short by the sheer speed of disruption. It wasn’t a hunt. It was a pressure release. They moved like bodies under strain. Burning off internal demand. Bloodshed without hesitation. The brush offered enough cover to stay low. You don’t interrupt a discharge unless you’re prepared to absorb it. The second Bound dragged what was left of the woman backward, following the path of the first blow.

Then—

A settling in the forest’s undercurrent. It didn’t calm. It organized. A smoothing of the chaos that felt deliberate, almost rehearsed. There was a faint tightening behind my eyes, like the air going thick before a strike. I felt it before I knew what to call it. The second Bound dropped the woman’s arm; its head snapped toward the edge of the clearing. It just stopped, its body buzzing, as my tongue caught the taste of blood. She was standing near a rotted cedar. Close enough for her presence to take hold. A silent command to the brutality in front. Blonde strands plastered against her face, green eyes sweeping through the carnage without flinching, as if she was calibrated for this.

A Thirsted. Controlled.

She wasn’t feeding indiscriminately. She was managing the distance and regulating her intake, with a kind of discipline that keeps you alive. Her posture suggested training; her tranquility, restraint. This wasn’t hunger. It was containment. One of the Bound pivoted toward her. Too close. Action preceded thought as mud gave way under my shoes, transitioning from a step into a low, controlled slide to keep my contour small. The Bound lunged. I expected a collision, but she rotated out of its path with refined precision. For half a second, our eyes met. Not a moment of connection; it was mutual acknowledgment of danger, a shared beat in a dying rhythm, which was severed a second later by a shot that cracked the air. Suppressed—but wrong. Too dense for distance.

One of the Bound folded mid-stride. It collapsed in on itself, its momentum carried another step before gravity reclaimed it. The effect was immediate. The copper tang on my tongue vanished. She jerked as if something had snapped tight inside her chest. Breath hitched as her internal composure disrupted for half a beat before she corrected her stance. The other Bound didn't hesitate. With the air suddenly hollow, its attention shifted with an unnatural turn of the spine toward the new source of pressure. It tore through the ferns in a blur of grey texture as it charged the high ground, leaving the clearing exposed in a sudden, unbuffered clarity.

The Thirsted drifted away, a silent retreat into the shadows. She hadn’t accounted for the intervention. Neither of us had. Ignoring her withdrawal, my eyes triangulated the spray of red matter on the soil to find the angle. The spread wasn’t clean, but interrupted. I adjusted. Marking the returning film of the clearing until—

There.

A silhouette that didn't belong to the treeline. Slight elevation. About forty meters out. Sniper. His barrel tracked, but not smoothly enough to be fully composed. He wasn’t here for the Bound. His targeting was reactive. I couldn’t tell if his objective was me or the chaos itself. Which meant he was either backup for the failed meeting. Or insurance…or something else. A disengagement from the churn followed. I had no answers here, only scattered consequences. Looping wide, the rain helped. Sound dispersion works both ways. He was crouched behind a fallen trunk; rifle braced along the rot. His breath visible in short bursts, face focused downrange. The lateral approach hadn’t been adapted for. I closed the gap from his blind spot, knife ready, the distance narrowing—

Something shifted underfoot. A dry rupture buried under damp earth. Too small to matter. Too late to take back. Sloppy. His shoulder tensed instantly. Pure, reflexive training. The rifle shifted half an inch, barrel lifting off its rest. I abandoned stealth for raw speed, closing the space before instinct could finish forming. The knife entered as his finger tightened—

The world disappeared behind a white-hot snap. I felt the vibration through his ribs just as the bullet chewed a chunk out of a tree, the wet splinters stung my cheek while my eardrums settled into a dull, high-pitched whine. I leaned into him, my weight pinning his shoulder against the wood, vision tilting as my balance fought the concussion of the shot. I waited for the ringing to fade, for the forest to rush back in. His eyes widened, reflecting recalculation instead of fear. Breath caught while he was scanning for options that weren’t there. Too late. Nothing moved, not until I decided it would.

“Interesting night for a hobby. Or is this your method?”

He didn’t answer. His grip tightened on the rifle, but he didn’t try to swing, leaving it between us, stripped of its function. I increased pressure slightly, enough to puncture cloth. His breathing pattern didn’t match panic. Interesting. And dangerous. The weave of his vest caught a sudden faint digital glow, revealing an active screen. A mistake that read amateur. I pulled the phone free before he could think about reaching for it. Water hit the glass immediately, but the message was visible through the streaking moisture:

Please confirm if request is fulfilled.

No names. No identifiers. Just expectation. Strange. I leaned in, my voice barely a thread over the fading ringing in my ears.

“Who sent you?”

He offered no response or desperate bargain, only the chilling silence of a man who had already accepted the inevitable. His eyes were steady, devoid of the tremor that usually provides a point of entry. Commitment. Either he believed in something bigger than himself, or the hands that sent him here held more power than words could reach. Neither is negotiable in a forest clearing. I didn’t have time to extract meaning from someone already anchored to his choice. But I gave it another try out of professional courtesy. Still nothing.

The knife went in clean, angled up, feeling the slight, familiar resistance before his body stiffened and then went slack in my arms. I held him there a moment longer to confirm the cut ended it properly. One mistake becomes tomorrow’s problem; I wiped the blade clean against his jacket, leaving the cooling warmth of his body behind after a quick surface-level pass. Enough to confirm what he was, not enough to catalog what he carried. Time wasn’t the limiting factor. Exposure was. The phone slipped into my pocket. Same message. Same question. Fulfillment pending. I stood, draining the weight of the last ten minutes as I turned away. The woods had already folded over the mess. A low, silent wake cutting through the undergrowth in the near distance caught my eye. The Thirsted.

A second figure followed her, a shrouded shadow, tethered to her stride. She paused once at the edge of the trees. The turn was unhurried, and for a moment, blonde hair caught the thin moonlight. Green eyes met mine again. She gave me a cold look that was unburdened by challenge or invitation. Then she was gone. The deluge didn’t let up. It never does when it matters. The silence that followed was split by a howl somewhere to the south, stripped of pain and triumph alike. The night held four bodies, a phone that didn’t belong to me and someone still waiting remotely for a completion notice. I wiped the grit from my hands and moved. Staying meant proximity. Proximity meant becoming part of it.

Every step was a choice between survival and interference. Branches slapped my face, soaked sleeves tugged at bone. The forest didn’t care who had initiated what, it absorbed outcome without commentary. At the access road, I paused once and looked back. No lights that signaled visible pursuit. Just the monotonous drumming of water flattening the canopy. My pulse began to decelerate, a slow cadence that left my muscles heavy and humming with a dull, localized ache. The world was resetting—opacity returning to normal, the sharp edge of the kill blunted by the steady, rhythmic soak of the woods which softened slightly as I reached the car.

I opened the door, a brief sanctuary of dry air before sliding inside, and sat there for a moment. Two Bound and a Thirsted in the same clearing. That alone deserved more attention than I had given it. Individually, any of them would have been unusual. Together, coincidence was becoming an expensive explanation. The residual pull from that Thirsted remained. A magnetic tug at the edges of my own awareness. Something in me had quieted around her. It wasn't intrusive, but it was impossible to ignore. Whether it was influence or relief, I couldn’t tell. She had control. Most don’t. That mattered. I had to get back to somewhere solid. Somewhere to breathe without the murk’s pulse closing in. Somewhere to start untangling the variables. The engine turned over, and the drive began. The night had been survived. But survival isn’t resolution.


Chapter II — May 03

The Geometry of Choice: Book I of The Equilibrium Strain.

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