do u ever wonder what the difference is btwn Self-absorption & Self-involvement ?

what r your bare minimum standards ? r they similar (as is relevant) 4 Self care & 4 the love u choose 2 receive from others ?

2 b overly positive, or 2 b overly negative, or 2 b overly analytical of all ideas, & why do the actions of others affect me so much ?

if it’s easier said than done, then why does the saying of the thing feel so good, & what is time, & who is listening when i speak ?

i’ve been wondering a lot lately abt mi own narcissism, & how it affects others, & also how it affects me.

bcz of mi own insecurity, i can either b overly pessimistic by the impact of mi negative actions (& not b harming anyone) or overly optimistic by the impact of mi positive actions (& b doing less than, or exactly, the bare minimum). both thought maladies hurt all parties who involve themselves.

mi new questions for miself r:

who have i harmed ?

how much harm have i caused ?

have i felt & expressed remorse ?

have i done evrything in mi power to right the wrong i’ve caused ?

& then, the question becomes, when is it mi turn ? & what do i do when ppl refuse accountability, then expect perfection from me ? i have yet to figure tht part out, even tho i need to.

otherwise, i’ve been doin jus fine.