The ponderer is the one who previously was the fool and, in some cases, the jester, having traversed through a disillusionment or an ordeal that shatters the illusion he attaches to his identity and reality. Upon this awakening, he opens his eyes to his previous folly. Finally, he begins to grasp how he has been perceived by others. In solitude, he engages in deep conversations with himself, wrestling with the demons of his past as he reconciles with the essence of his shadow.

And thus embarks on the first step of his alchemical journey.

Unbeknownst to him, after this journey, he will still embody the spirit of the Jester.

This time, however, he becomes the Jester with Intention! What once was a facade will transform into authenticity. Through the initiation process, he confronts the smoke and mirrors, engaging with his demons—whom he may now see as friends. This reflects a deeper understanding of his purpose—his why, leading him towards individuation and ultimately to his own truth.

He is destined to become a better Jester!

Let it be a gentle reminder: it is about the journey, not merely the destination.

As I refine my thoughts, I aim to articulate this journey and its revelations more clearly.