There is no denying the strange events that have transpired over the past few years. It feels like we are all living in some strange dream on the cusp of feeling nightmarish at times and, at other times, like a cosmic joke. We can all agree that there has been an increase in violence, political and economic instability, global tensions, and fear. Now I can't speak for others, but for the past five years of my life, I have experienced personal events that are beyond explainable, making me feel as if I was going insane. These events have resulted in substantial life changes, new ways of thinking, a loss of friends, finding love, and a strong urge for truth. On my journey to finding these answers, I’ve been living a life of solitude which has been a blessing and a curse. I have spent these five years documenting all these strange events in notebooks – but for the first time, I will now look back and reflect on them.

Now what I am about to write is not going to be political. Instead, I am here to speak about what I believe is a monumental change happening in the collective unconscious. The events we are seeing are a manifestation of this change, or better yet, the struggle for change. We are on the cusp of a pivotal movement in humanity's evolution, which can result in a greater future for all. However, an opposing force is preventing this change – or doing everything in its power to prevent these changes for the greater good. I like to call that force the “EGO” of our collective consciousness.

How I came to this conclusion is not only a study of Carl Jung’s work, historical occultic and Christian texts, but most importantly, the strange experiences that have happened in my life over the course of five years. These experiences include but are not limited to: UFOs, aliens, prophetic dreams, demons, astral projection, and alternative timelines.

I must clarify that I enjoy my privacy and have done my best to withdraw from society while remaining a functional citizen. My closest family and friends can back this statement up. I would have loved to keep these experiences locked away in the journals - never to be seen again. However, I’ve written screenplays and made films, but nothing has caused me to feel the urge to create and share something with the world as what you are about to read. You see, I can't be the only one experiencing these events, and I hope that the letters will make it into the hands of others who can relate to me.

The structure of this project will be broken down into chapters that will detail each of these experiences. The experiences that I will choose to discuss are the following significant events:

1. Alien Encounter #1 - 2014

2. Near Death Experience - 2017

3. Psilocybin Experience #1 – 2019

4. Spiritual Accession – 2020

5. Dream of Time Traveling - 2020

6. Psilocybin Experience #2 – 2021

7. Dream of Trump & Dream of Biden - 2021

8. Dream of Covid #1 – 2021

9. Psilocybin Experience #3 – 2022

10. Alien Encounter #2 – 2022

11. Multiple Visions at Once – 2023

12. School Shooting Dream - 2022

13. AI Warning Dream - 2022

14. Dream of Covid & Musk #2 – 2023

15. Dream of UFOs - 2023

Most of these experiences have occurred in the past five years, and I like to divide them into pre-Covid and post-Covid. However, there is one experience that took place when I was 18 (2014) that is the only outlier but plays a pivotal role in my development upon reflection. I will attempt to analyze these events and try to provide a perspective of why and what they mean. In preparation, I’ve studied Carl Jung’s work over the last five years to help make sense of what is going on internally and externally. Other works include studying historic occultic and Christian texts.

Now I invite you to take a trip into my mind and uncover the inner world that shapes me. This journey will be both enlightening and unsettling, as we delve into the uncharted territories of the psyche and the profound experiences that have left an indelible mark on my soul. It is my hope that through sharing these events, I may find solace in knowing that there are others who have encountered similar mysteries. Perhaps, together, we can unravel the enigmatic threads that connect us all in this grand tapestry of existence. So, let us embark on this exploration of the unknown and uncover the hidden truths that lie beneath the surface of reality.