Five years is a long time not to get rewarded in crypto. You see and learn how it works but continue to be on the outside despite bringing people in to it and showing the knowledge you have about it, knowledge is power they say but sometimes when you realize that it isn't working. It isn't working because it's become bigger then you and that you don't have a part to play in that noise. Needless to say if you had a wish and realize that wish is already with another very clearly that wish becomes denied or revoked...