Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me.

How's life? Tell me how's your family?

I haven't seen them in a while.

You've been good, busier than ever,

We small talk, work and the weather,

Your guard is up and I know why.

'cause the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride

Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night",

And I go back to December all the time.

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.

Wishing that I realized

What I had when you were mine.

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right

I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leavin'

When your birthday passed and I didn't call.

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,

I watched you laughing from the passenger side.

Realized that I loved you in the fall

Then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye"