What irritates me is the fact that i say i love you And you don't believe me I can feel my love for you in my soul It's deeper than you think You probably weren't ready for it I've never loved anyone like you It's okay if you don't feel the same way You just found an excuse to stop loving me Did you even love me? I don't think i'd like to feel the way you made me feel again Sometimes i get suicidal thoughts because of your toxic love Giving your all to someone when the person never wanted it Why didn't you tell me you didn't want it I gave you my all but you just found an excuse for yourself It doesn't really matter anymore, I knew the truth from the start You never belonged to me Just like others didn't I was expecting this, I knew i wouldn't last I'm probably a fool for ever thinking you could be mine Maybe i'm a fool for getting so attached to you Maybe i'm a fool for loving someone who wasn't mine from the start Maybe i'm a fool for writing this This isn't love, love isn't supposed to feel this way How do you sleep knowing you're responsible for this? You probably dont even think about me at all even if i do cross your mind it'll be to mock me because i was foolish enough to think you could ever love someone like me But you dont have to bother yourself about thst i am a survior ive ben there numerous times it hapens just to remind me that il be alone toxic love