At first, I didn't believe it could be true. I waited for an explanation. I waited five months. The explanation is that it is a devaluation cult. More followers are gathering. They are all doomed. You have been warned. A healthy culture doesn't subject people to the vice grip of invisible, unannounced hierarchies. There is clarity. There are no lies. No gaslighting. There are apologies. Changes to behavior to preclude repeating known problems. Blame is distributed according to fault. Humans are humans. A key sign of cultural rot is to amplify the business philosophy of people like [e*] without specific caveats. If someone is a piece of shit to women, maybe that should factor into whether you promote him as a professional role model? Someone's choice of role models tells you so much. Pay attention. I am never wrong about a very small number of things. This is one of them. If someone is a piece of shit, believe them the first time. Unfortunately, very charming. Very manipulative with words, so much so that it takes ME time to digest different interpretations. This is bad for society. This is not a good sign if this is v1.0 of the new forces of evil. I don't think people are going to be okay. I wasn't. I'm not. We always knew that violence was continuing to evolve to be ever more concealed. But this stuff is Trojan-horsed into very believable deep friendship. Nothing is sacred, except what generates more power, which are cycles of devaluation. It is a perverse system. Huge mess. Unkind. The world can barely read and write. It isn't ready to deal with super charming, entertaining, cute, surface-level generous, great at performing authenticity and humility, super everything wrapped loosely around a venom acid core of maximally hypocritical, emotionally stunted narcissism as an archetypal config for founders. Or maybe I'm delusional and that's always been the heirloom recipe. It feels hopeless, dark, airless, evil. Kills the spirit. And they think they're noble. And this is going to be categorized as "experiments." Use machines for test subjects next time and not humans, you psychopaths. This is what happens when empires pardon literal war crimes in exchange for test data, by the way, and let said country dominate global soft culture and tech culture for nearly a century. This is the side effect of that history. Hope everyone's happy. Then to broadcast this as "taste" through the stained glass windows... If that is not evil, I don't know what is, and they will say this was intentional and beautiful and be proud. 🫠 Can't keep playing whack-a-mole on historically illiterate imperial mindsets masquerading as paradigm-shifting artistic vision. It's CTRL+C, CTRL+V imperialism for fuck's sake. Wake up. No wonder this whole thing has felt like invisible war crimes. Invisible, totally legal concealed versions of 20th-century war crimes as "new 21st-century aesthetic." Congrats on absolutely nothing. You have created a system where words are meaningless, switching rapidly between their meaning and their opposite with no rhyme or reason. There is no sense of reality, the passage of time, the gap between what was said and done, or the variability across people. There is blame and punishment, subtle and stark. An exhausting farce of tyrannical expendability, exception, and denial of mutual presence in mess. Crumbs. Crushing. Crumbs. Crushing. This is beneath me. And you, I'd thought, mistakenly. Chaos has archetypes, too. Some are just straight abuse. The fact that I would probably forgive anything isn't an invitation for you to take advantage of that. That shouldn't have to be spelled out.. to friends. Learn how to be a basic human being first, then worry about highbrow problems like forefronts of invention. First unfold your tangled self into decency, integrity, and clarity, traits prerequisite to insight and sustainable value. You have no business designing culture before that. That is my professional opinion as *checks notes* a human being and *checks notes* your friend and, not that you would know or care, a lifelong thinker and feeler. #1 would be to have transparency about the project it isn't polite to lie and be coy when what you really mean is buy despite abysmal hopeless holder diversity and an incestuous, lazy performative intellectualism yes chamber culture with the emotional intelligence of pet murdering middle school bullies (lol cant believe that retarded collector is now advisor on this new-, good luck with that. no one who writes that way has intellectual honesty. who writes that way? someone who buys their way in, licking assholes, spraying outdated ford factory specialization and good old mean girls passive aggression like raid on original thoughts) #2 is careless, incidental, then intentional, deep sea lies about who knows what and found out when and why. that could have been avoided by keeping the two(+?) worlds cleanly separate but of course you didn't of course it is a fucking mess and a splitting headache and this was so preventable by someone so proud of [p ] [t ] #3 is never- i can't- wtf is wrong with you- this was to me the worst violation. whatever it doesn't matter. you don't think I'm human and said as much. a person, but not human. uh, fuck you? #4 you are now learning about my standards for people. they may be stratospherically high and not spelled out, but I do not wrap mine in a straightjacket of lies embroidered with sociopathic death tunnels, at each layer lying and pretending there isn't more shit to learn and be blindsided by because I'm some clinically insane paranoid control freak #5 the only lies I've told this year are about this is how much this hurt (can't describe anyway) and how much I still want to solve this wild mess for friendship (can't describe anyway) my negotiations with the devil: what if.. i just allowed a tamagotchi reset as germpet as requested? would that be enough to fix this? no. because I'm not a fucking amoeba. I wish I was though. that would hurt less. maybe I would be happier. maybe my crime here is that I am not infinitely resettable cheap germpet single cell organism battery with no store of this life and past lives' histories. so this is who you're being mean to. we are not friends. you are a shitty engineer, a shitty animal rights activist, and a shitty human being. nice toys though. hope this helps. if THIS is what passes for the life's work of one of the most talented engineers, we are all doomed to be tortured like insects or mice in a research lab. hope that's clear at least this really does prove it is important to be able to think for oneself. it really drives that home. is this your vision? classic torture as pedagogy? guess it perfectly fits a culture of 20th century global imperialism monolingually repackaged as ingenious 21st century new aesthetics. under your mgmt of fractally compounding asymmetries, there was no breathing, no thinking, no cries of pain allowed. not really, and you know that. and you didn't lift a finger to fix it except the one time i made you, and you did so begrudgingly, blaming me, and questioning whether it needs to be done the whole way. you don't deserve my friendship. i hope that is clear. i am not a fucking germpet. You and your friends are psychopaths running a devaluation cult masquerading as an experimental school. That is not a school. That is a fucking medieval torture chamber. Congrats on creating something that reflects your personality. medieval torture chamber fun house heartbreaking. devastating. no, this isn't how to do education. this is how you psychologocally and physically crush students, dehumanize them, gaslight them, and turn them into apologetic batteries for someone's ego lamp. I might've pulled out earlier but i trusted you too much to fix it before it got out of hand. Where was your fucking head asshole? despite this culture the lab will crank out some stuff. but what will the collateral damage be over the long term? incalculable 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 unfortunately i am an experimental schools and human relations snob, but you knew that, and still did this. I told you with as much detail as possible at the time what those first two months were like, and you still did this. what does that make you? an animal rights activist who is so anti-anthropocentrism that you're fine with human rights violations and friend tortures. zero questions. zero thoughts. I have to concede that it is an extremely creative and new hybridization multilayered way to torture people without breaking laws. I have learned so much about civilian torture from you. Thank you(?) I was fighting with everything I had, for dear life, and sent bat signals, and then asked directly, and you did nothing, and bragged about it. Repeatedly. You owned up to nothing. Apologized for nothing. Given every opportunity. We are not friends. what you did was cruel and soul crushing, and you know it. i thought we were friends. can you blame me? i feel blameless. maybe this is why you even without discussion describe this as an "ongoing crisis". but how would I know? you long ago silenced me on pain of death (not the literal kind, but maybe even worse to me) so I'm not even allowed to say what hurts and why. who would dare, if they cared? sorry i sound "dramatic" but maybe that makes sense given that i have been deprived of oxygen for 5 months and blamed for it. so I'm pretty sure you already know this and are just pretending to be a pos but this is isnt how you treat people. if you learn anything from having met me, learn that. learn that. no questions. no thoughts. Dec 3, 2024 lock yourself in boxes if you must (you're great at doing that to others with countless layers and throwing away the key, so maybe try it out for yourself) and don't come back out until you learn how to not be a torture chamber while presenting yourself as "free". nice toys tho! I give Korean grammar credit for affording me instant, complete clarity about what was going on from the moment it was happening. It is an unparalleled tool to read implied hierarchies. But I dont hold nonspeakers to that level of sensitivity, so I spared you. I shouldn't have done that. I just.. didn't want to believe it, and gave benefit of doubt, and accepted the blame, and accepted the blame, embraced it really, and went along with the gaslighting this whole time. Because I thought we were friends, you said we are, multiple times, and I so sincerely wanted that to be true. We are not friends after the way you behaved and spoke to me. I hope that is clear now.

At first, I didn't believe it could be true. I waited for an explanation. I waited five months. The explanation is that it is a devaluation cult. More followers are gathering. They are all doomed. You have been warned. A healthy culture doesn't subject people to the vice grip of invisible, unannounced hierarchies. There is clarity. There are no lies. No gaslighting. There are apologies. Changes to behavior to preclude repeating known problems. Blame is distributed according to fault. Humans are humans. A key sign of cultural rot is to amplify the business philosophy of people like [e*] without specific caveats. If someone is a piece of shit to women, maybe that should factor into whether you promote him as a professional role model? Someone's choice of role models tells you so much. Pay attention. I am never wrong about a very small number of things. This is one of them. If someone is a piece of shit, believe them the first time. Unfortunately, very charming. Very manipulative with words, so much so that it takes ME time to digest different interpretations. This is bad for society. This is not a good sign if this is v1.0 of the new forces of evil. I don't think people are going to be okay. I wasn't. I'm not. We always knew that violence was continuing to evolve to be ever more concealed. But this stuff is Trojan-horsed into very believable deep friendship. Nothing is sacred, except what generates more power, which are cycles of devaluation. It is a perverse system. Huge mess. Unkind. The world can barely read and write. It isn't ready to deal with super charming, entertaining, cute, surface-level generous, great at performing authenticity and humility, super everything wrapped loosely around a venom acid core of maximally hypocritical, emotionally stunted narcissism as an archetypal config for founders. Or maybe I'm delusional and that's always been the heirloom recipe. It feels hopeless, dark, airless, evil. Kills the spirit. And they think they're noble. And this is going to be categorized as "experiments." Use machines for test subjects next time and not humans, you psychopaths. This is what happens when empires pardon literal war crimes in exchange for test data, by the way, and let said country dominate global soft culture and tech culture for nearly a century. This is the side effect of that history. Hope everyone's happy. Then to broadcast this as "taste" through the stained glass windows... If that is not evil, I don't know what is, and they will say this was intentional and beautiful and be proud. 🫠 Can't keep playing whack-a-mole on historically illiterate imperial mindsets masquerading as paradigm-shifting artistic vision. It's CTRL+C, CTRL+V imperialism for fuck's sake. Wake up. No wonder this whole thing has felt like invisible war crimes. Invisible, totally legal concealed versions of 20th-century war crimes as "new 21st-century aesthetic." Congrats on absolutely nothing. You have created a system where words are meaningless, switching rapidly between their meaning and their opposite with no rhyme or reason. There is no sense of reality, the passage of time, the gap between what was said and done, or the variability across people. There is blame and punishment, subtle and stark. An exhausting farce of tyrannical expendability, exception, and denial of mutual presence in mess. Crumbs. Crushing. Crumbs. Crushing. This is beneath me. And you, I'd thought, mistakenly. Chaos has archetypes, too. Some are just straight abuse. The fact that I would probably forgive anything isn't an invitation for you to take advantage of that. That shouldn't have to be spelled out.. to friends. Learn how to be a basic human being first, then worry about highbrow problems like forefronts of invention. First unfold your tangled self into decency, integrity, and clarity, traits prerequisite to insight and sustainable value. You have no business designing culture before that. That is my professional opinion as *checks notes* a human being and *checks notes* your friend and, not that you would know or care, a lifelong thinker and feeler. #1 would be to have transparency about the project it isn't polite to lie and be coy when what you really mean is buy despite abysmal hopeless holder diversity and an incestuous, lazy performative intellectualism yes chamber culture with the emotional intelligence of pet murdering middle school bullies (lol cant believe that retarded collector is now advisor on this new-, good luck with that. no one who writes that way has intellectual honesty. who writes that way? someone who buys their way in, licking assholes, spraying outdated ford factory specialization and good old mean girls passive aggression like raid on original thoughts) #2 is careless, incidental, then intentional, deep sea lies about who knows what and found out when and why. that could have been avoided by keeping the two(+?) worlds cleanly separate but of course you didn't of course it is a fucking mess and a splitting headache and this was so preventable by someone so proud of [p ] [t ] #3 is never- i can't- wtf is wrong with you- this was to me the worst violation. whatever it doesn't matter. you don't think I'm human and said as much. a person, but not human. uh, fuck you? #4 you are now learning about my standards for people. they may be stratospherically high and not spelled out, but I do not wrap mine in a straightjacket of lies embroidered with sociopathic death tunnels, at each layer lying and pretending there isn't more shit to learn and be blindsided by because I'm some clinically insane paranoid control freak #5 the only lies I've told this year are about this is how much this hurt (can't describe anyway) and how much I still want to solve this wild mess for friendship (can't describe anyway) my negotiations with the devil: what if.. i just allowed a tamagotchi reset as germpet as requested? would that be enough to fix this? no. because I'm not a fucking amoeba. I wish I was though. that would hurt less. maybe I would be happier. maybe my crime here is that I am not infinitely resettable cheap germpet single cell organism battery with no store of this life and past lives' histories. so this is who you're being mean to. we are not friends. you are a shitty engineer, a shitty animal rights activist, and a shitty human being. nice toys though. hope this helps. if THIS is what passes for the life's work of one of the most talented engineers, we are all doomed to be tortured like insects or mice in a research lab. hope that's clear at least this really does prove it is important to be able to think for oneself. it really drives that home. is this your vision? classic torture as pedagogy? guess it perfectly fits a culture of 20th century global imperialism monolingually repackaged as ingenious 21st century new aesthetics. under your mgmt of fractally compounding asymmetries, there was no breathing, no thinking, no cries of pain allowed. not really, and you know that. and you didn't lift a finger to fix it except the one time i made you, and you did so begrudgingly, blaming me, and questioning whether it needs to be done the whole way. you don't deserve my friendship. i hope that is clear. i am not a fucking germpet. You and your friends are psychopaths running a devaluation cult masquerading as an experimental school. That is not a school. That is a fucking medieval torture chamber. Congrats on creating something that reflects your personality. medieval torture chamber fun house heartbreaking. devastating. no, this isn't how to do education. this is how you psychologocally and physically crush students, dehumanize them, gaslight them, and turn them into apologetic batteries for someone's ego lamp. I might've pulled out earlier but i trusted you too much to fix it before it got out of hand. Where was your fucking head asshole? despite this culture the lab will crank out some stuff. but what will the collateral damage be over the long term? incalculable 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 unfortunately i am an experimental schools and human relations snob, but you knew that, and still did this. I told you with as much detail as possible at the time what those first two months were like, and you still did this. what does that make you? an animal rights activist who is so anti-anthropocentrism that you're fine with human rights violations and friend tortures. zero questions. zero thoughts. I have to concede that it is an extremely creative and new hybridization multilayered way to torture people without breaking laws. I have learned so much about civilian torture from you. Thank you(?) I was fighting with everything I had, for dear life, and sent bat signals, and then asked directly, and you did nothing, and bragged about it. Repeatedly. You owned up to nothing. Apologized for nothing. Given every opportunity. We are not friends. what you did was cruel and soul crushing, and you know it. i thought we were friends. can you blame me? i feel blameless. maybe this is why you even without discussion describe this as an "ongoing crisis". but how would I know? you long ago silenced me on pain of death (not the literal kind, but maybe even worse to me) so I'm not even allowed to say what hurts and why. who would dare, if they cared? sorry i sound "dramatic" but maybe that makes sense given that i have been deprived of oxygen for 5 months and blamed for it. so I'm pretty sure you already know this and are just pretending to be a pos but this is isnt how you treat people. if you learn anything from having met me, learn that. learn that. no questions. no thoughts. Dec 3, 2024 lock yourself in boxes if you must (you're great at doing that to others with countless layers and throwing away the key, so maybe try it out for yourself) and don't come back out until you learn how to not be a torture chamber while presenting yourself as "free". nice toys tho! I give Korean grammar credit for affording me instant, complete clarity about what was going on from the moment it was happening. It is an unparalleled tool to read implied hierarchies. But I dont hold nonspeakers to that level of sensitivity, so I spared you. I shouldn't have done that. I just.. didn't want to believe it, and gave benefit of doubt, and accepted the blame, and accepted the blame, embraced it really, and went along with the gaslighting this whole time. Because I thought we were friends, you said we are, multiple times, and I so sincerely wanted that to be true. We are not friends after the way you behaved and spoke to me. I hope that is clear now.