First few days,

I saw the blur of you.

Never the full picture but

just a flash-like view.

A colour that you see and feel

when you close your eyes in bright sunlight.

The darkness in my mind

withered away and slowly died.

First day sitting next to you

I remember your eyes.

Deep like the ocean, quiet and gentle,

Hiding joy within sorrow, dewdrops on rose petals.

Your ticks tickled my mind

Your voice went deep into my soul.

Your smile made me smile

and your touch touched me whole.

I hope that one day

you will find what you seek.

And I pray to God that

it would be me and only me.