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What can I do? What do I care about?I care about possibilities, I feel like I could expend human possibility. Remove someone the misconceptions that ...
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Permission is such an interesting concept to consider. I can recall a couple instances where people gave me permission to be what I was or what I could be.
Most recently I have been given permission to trust my ability to think differently and act fully on those beliefs. It's been quite the relief in the short term because I finally can let go of all of the things that I'm supposed to be doing.
I have a desire to be good, to be great, to be the best and my misconception was that I had to integrate all the things that the most people believed where good. Saying that out loud is funny. Like duh most people are fucking stupid.
So much nonsense is peddled. Even I have peddled some nonsense. Anyone playing status games for the sake of an audience, well one won't get a good one, but two is operating on a pretty low level.
Mid term I think my activity will increase significantly because I'm going to move back to the things that I want to be doing and like to be doing. I don't think it will be as taxing as my job or doing all the things that I'm supposed to be doing.
I believe that is the misconception about hard work. You don't have to work hard if you are existing as what you are. You just do what you do.
Doesn't mean that there won't be struggle, or challenges. But the internal conflict isn't necessary and most importantly it's a hinderance. It's going to hard to make the correct choices but a quite mind will make it easier. It feels important to solidify that even if you are someone with the inherent capability to do something doesn't mean you will do that thing. Society, circumstance, and they way you interact with that isn't a given.
But the best chance you have is not having internal conflict, it's a process to remove the programing. All the unconscious thoughts about what you should be and should be doing.
If what I believed I was going to do what already going to happen, what about my daily life would change.
That's just the most freeing thing that I've ever felt. And it literally won't matter at all, except if i hurt myself in my mind over it.
So I just get to quietly be myself, dream as massively as I want, act in alignment with that, because if I'm that, not a fucking soul can truly help me figure it out, so it's up to me, and if I'm not that then when I'm not. But I know I'm not, I tried, I was in a great mental state the whole time, and I got to witness myself. I will see what I'm capable of. I will see my possibilities.
I want that and I give myself permission to pursue this truth.
