Am I winnin in hfsp?
Short term it wud b ez 2 tink so, but on a long enuf tiem line it cud all go 2 0. I got vacay days abroad wit d fam. My gf wakes me up at nite after d boys fall asleep 2 suck my d.
My mornin routine is 5 min meditation, clean d kitchen, fill up d eco filter, sweep d floors, stretch while playing a few GU games. 3 glasses of water b4 puttin on d coffee, den maek brekkie n b @ d office b4 8.30

Dats not wat happens ofc. D kitchen just never gets clean wit 2 kids n no dish washer. D floors never get clean either wit d poorly made concrete between d tiles constantly cumin loose. I defo play 2 much cards, d bb wakes up, change diapers, maek sure he eats sumtin. My big boi wakes up, taeks up all my attention. Porque como no? Si mis hijos son mi todo

It’s possible I have sum potential legal troubles loomin over my head bc I aped in2 a lot of stuff durin d bula, den I paid 4 my gfs c-section wit it. U know, private hospital, a loan u have 2 taek out not wit d bank but wit, uhm, un confiado decimos.
So an xpensive loan, dat I had 2 go back 2 Sweden 2 pay, n eventually wen I made sum money I paid it back wit crypto bc, well if u don’t pay ur debts in Guatemala they collect from your family, n my family was still over there wen I 1st came back.

Y wud I ever cum back here wen everytin izza so broken? I robbed my parents a 2nd tiem of seein der grandkid go thru d v early stage of learnin 2 walk n talk. N delayed my gfs citizenship process by a y @ least 4 sure. I burned a contract on a cheap apartment.
Now she doesn’t wanna roadtrip. We just stay here, drink beer n eat sweets. @ least she gets 2 c her mom dat wei. I doubt we’ll b back 4 another 5 ys.

get 80% of my Swedish pay n I’m @ 0 @ d end of each mo wonderin, “Do I need 2 top of wit crypto?” n, “How do I move moar moni 2 undoxed loc now wen aztec AND tornado izza down?” Dey sent a msg sayin dey r cancellin my gfs Swedish card, bcs ders paper work dat needs 2 b done but only in person over der. Preschool here 4 my older boi cost d same as my rent, and d rent cost as much as in Sweden. Both bathrooms r death traps, also ders a jazzuci death trap 4 my baby in d back of d hall. Tap constantly leaks water 2.
D wei d Nintendo izza balancin on d fireplace mantle izza just a matter of tiem b4 my bb janks d cable n destroys it.

I wanna burn d matress I’m sleepin on. I’m so sure it’s full of bugs, I feel dem crawlin on me @ nite. Not convinced all dez marks r mosquito bites.

I go n I sing in bars, 4 free, dey offer tequila 4 a song, but I don’t do shots wen I’m drivin bc dats redacted. But lets not pretend liek we r ever safe in traffic here either. I cancelled d insurance it was 9 tiems as xpensive as in Sweden.

”Bienvenido a su puta pais!”, mi hermano me rio en la cara. Asi me concoces, que si puede ser honesto sin que uno piensa grosero ineducado. Ademas yo le dije primero, y tal vez no deberia como extranjero. Pero me pela va vos.

Now I wanna gib nuttin if I can’t c if we maek a fair trade. After all d shitty service I’ve been recevin I stopped blvin, tippin izza sumtin a person can assume.

Even eso puto con la violina. I tipped dat mfr 4 ys passin thru bars. D moment wen I ask him 2 do sumtin 4 me, no quiere va vos.

Y yo? Yo lo hago todo por amor, kan bara hoppas du förstår Bc if I don’t do it 4 luv wat am I supposed 2 do it 4?