Why did I name this blog BlueMoon? now I going ask you to multi-task (shhh! don't tell my teacher) but while you are reading I would like you to think of why did I call this Blog "BlueMoon", and check out the link below.
Before we get into the meat and potatoes of this Blog. please follow the link and have a look at the picture with the help of @NightCafe Studio, I was able to produce what I was actually feeling,. https://opensea.io/assets/ethereum/0x495f947276749ce646f68ac8c248420045cb7b5e/584575343978025773087158391976935190928768715216641824856621726421628894576
any ideas yet? ok, I won't keep you waiting any longer.
My day started like any other morning. and the day is so fresh, with new dreams, goals, and ambitions. Awaits us and as the day goes on our energy usually disintegrates little by little. This is about the time most people go for a pick me up, well breakfast and pop and water should help me. but I was ignoring what my body was trying to tell me. so as the morning keep ticking by, I remember therapy telling me to pay attention, it wasn't hunger or thirst, it was in my head called thoughts slipping down to my, core.
Oh no, it's here. I feel you. I say to myself. It was a mixture of emotions and using what I learn in therapy about reaching out, I message someone, I could trust to help me find my way back to me. Below are some of the words I used.
" I need a pep talk, I have lost all ambition and my energy is zapped... I lost all hope & wondered what the point of doing this is. They don't care. plan and forgot it all because I didn't write it in my notes."
As we talk I was trying my hardest to just go to bed and sleep, I want to take two days completely off except for Mom and wife duties. With the encouragement of no we not caving in today. BlueMoon, became my content and a way to describe my depression. we talk about what I needed to do to succeed and what I was feeling was validation. now I had to get up and make it through the day. so I succeed I did not give in to my dark thought and with the help of the person who help me see the day in a different life, Blue Moon came about.
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