I am now in a state of life where I don’t know the point of living anymore. But I am too scared to die. You know how it feels like; meaningless. I don’t really remember how I lived my life day by day because essentially, I am dead, dead in the land of the living, void of memory, I don’t have anything to believe in. I am too scared to buy any kind of hope that would make me excited for tomorrow. I’ve been let down so many times, there’s no reason to believe in anything. I’ve ventured to believ...