Tick, Tock.. the time goes, seconds turn to minutes minutes turn to hours, hours somehow blend with reality, hazy, and dizzy, I feel lost

I check the screen, no messages till now, mind overthinking and imagining is she fine? is she alright at this time?

no answers, for me no body else to plead, so.. I wait, message every few hours, to let them know, I was here, and rest is just me, and time, my companion in this journey, waiting for thee..

the hours turned to days since I have seen you, your face still vivid in my mind, so its not to refill it all, there is not a lot to talk to, still a lot to say, but poems do that job fine, you reciting them can be done later, in time. so, why do i wait? and stay here, looking far away

why be hurt for no reason while I understand the reality about you, you want peace and calm, you are crazy and lost, and im gone. too far, nothing I could do so to keep me safe, u can keep me away or cause im of no help, its better, than me meddle, and ruin it anyway. now these thoughts are strong, and evil, they seep in through cracks, to through a jab at my core. but the defenses are way too good, its just love, and hope, and you. and its not waiting, anymore its just delay, cause I would be very.. flustered, and low, if in my mind there was end. but the three days have made me think, and even though it hurt, and it felt, its just a delay, cause I want you till the end, so till the end, theres so much time, there are no lucky shots, just you and me, Yes, I would love to have more, love to spend time listening and talking to you, and all. but waiting isnt too bad, as long as you dont forget me, as long as you remember to knock, and there is nothing else, im waiting, dont make me wait till my last breath, and at last, just come before it, kiss me and ill kiss you, and ruffle with my hair, ill hold you in my arms, and say.. hey ;-)

#poetry