so, even though I am not your parent, nor a guardian, a close relative like that, I worry and I worry, and I would like to be, accepted for this, maybe not answers to all, just let me worry, not be there just when you are alone, be there through it all, through every step cause I want to know how to help you, not just get you out of it, but be there, swimming through the ocean while you fall, while you struggle, I want to paddle along, or just be there with my hand out, when you are about to drown, its the thing, its this thing, to spend a life with you, I wont be useful, for every day of my life, but I want to be there, every time. I dont know, if I am asking you for a lot, or for too little, for too much or not enough, but I know what I want, this is what I feel, so I am trying to think about myself, and this is what I plead. Let me worry about you, let me be in on the roll I will go through all ups and downs, and all that comes, even if you leave me, I will hold on to you, and grab your waist, push you down, and kiss your face. I will sleep on the couch, or on the floor bring food when you will be awake, I dont know what else I will do, or things that I wont, so many ups and downs, and I will fail, but I wont go, I will stay, worry, and irritate, be annoyed, we all have got more past, than future, and I want it all, just not all at once, too much to intake, too much for you to share, but I have time, and you will live for long, step by step, turning page by page, we can go through it all, for now, let me worry, let me be there, there is more permissions to come, more things I will ask for, in time more answers to yearn for, to know all the colors, red to yellow, green to blue.. just one answer, that will seal it all, you saying, I do...

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