In my spare time during the day, I told Tao Zipei, "STARTING tonight, I'm going to work another shift."

Tao Zipei looked at me in surprise.

Then I said, "I got a part-time job as a waitress in a bar. The salary isn't high, but I can earn more money. At the same time, I want to keep myself busy, preferably as busy as possible.

"Are you sure you're serious? How much sleep do you get during the day? Are you gonna make it? My husband works two shifts. He doesn't get enough sleep every day. It's hard."

I firmly looked at Chen Zipei, I said: "I want to try, I don't know now I can stick to it, but I just want to try, I want to know where my limit point is? I also want to know what is the limit of my tolerance?"

Tao Zipei said: "Then you work out, how to do?"

I told her what I had in mind. I said, "I'm going to try working at night, and in the meantime, I'm going to make nice with the management, and after a while, I'll bring up the idea of coming in later. I think they'll agree."

Tao Zipei said, "As you said, this is one way. It is. If you just go there now and say what you want, they might not want you at all. But there must be feelings between people. Plus they know you have a day job, and they'll see your effort and motivation. Well, I agree with you, and I predict they will."

I said, "I predict they will agree."

"When you go to work in the evening, you should try your best to work hard and not let yourself be idle," said Tao. "It's also important to be happy at work and keep your eyes open."

I said, "Don't worry. I know that the nature of my work at night is quite different from my work during the day. One is to sit still in the office, the other is to turn around the whole time like a top, since I am to make a top, the top looks like, I will be just like."

Tao Zipei said, "I have confidence in you. Cheer up tonight!"

I said, "Don't worry, I will."

I was in a trance, I never thought that one day I would come to such a situation, and this situation is not to say who pushed me forward, but I seek a change, want to do so. I was surprised at the change in myself. Although I haven't started working two shifts yet, I think I am brave, hardworking and self-motivated.

I suddenly feel that I like myself now! I think I'm great! At this moment, I have a more firm belief: I think these two classes I will be able to stick to it, as for how long to stick to it, I do not know. I knew when the time was right, god would tell me, so I didn't think about it so much, I said to myself, let's live in the moment.

I still sink? It didn't come out of my head.

Tao Zipei suddenly said to me mysteriously, "Do you know? The new superintendent came today."

I said, "Are the rehires in place? So soon?"

Tao Zipei said, "Really! The main reason for the speed of the school is that the principal wants to live the life of an old man.

I said, "Well, there must be some of that."

Because as a matter of fact our headmaster is quite old, in his fifties.

I asked Tao Zipei, "Do you know anything about this new person in charge?"

"No," said Tao Zipei.

Peach match said again: "don't understand, on a period of time class, naturally know the new person in charge is what."

I said, "Fair enough."

Tao Zipei said, "The school business is bad now. Compared with last year, this is really too much difference, the main reason is that the environment competition is too fierce, the principal himself is old, do not want to take care of the school this matter, every time the person in charge of it, the feeling is not very good, continue like this, it is estimated that there will be layoffs!"

I said, "Let's see if the new manager has any skills. Can we turn the tide and change the current predicament of the school? We can fight our way out in many industries to make more profits for the school and guarantee the interests of you and me. In case one day the business can no longer go on, cut you and me."

Tao Zipei said, "Look, we can only observe through time! Anyway, the way you say it, if there are layoffs, they'll be on you and me."

I say: "that certainly, change position thinking, I am the boss, I also can fire us two, after all you and I do have a little too much leisure time."

At this point, we both laughed. It seems that both of us have no tension, this is to put me before, the heart must be always worried, now such a problem, no feeling, state of mind balance, no waves.

When I was at work during the day, I called my coach ahead of time. Took a few days off from the coach first.

Then I waited for work at 5pm and hurried home to change into my pre-prepared clothes: skirts, blouses, vests, ties, sneakers, balls, earrings, and makeup.

When the whole thing was done, I looked at myself in the mirror. To be honest, I have never dressed myself like this before, because who has nothing to wear the appearance of a waiter! Ha ha!

But when I looked in the mirror, I was young, alive and beautiful. It seems like a few months ago, it wasn't me who was crying. To be honest, I look at myself and I can't imagine that crybaby was ever me.

Life is really wonderful, it seems that only change is growth, is progress, is to inject new color into life.

It also opens up a different state for myself, opens up more possibilities in life, enriches my knowledge and experience, meets more people, experiences and different feelings.

Yeah! I'm living my life again.

It is not about how a certain person is, nor about how a certain person is, nor about controlling what a certain person wants.

Just follow your own plan for how to allocate the 24 hours of the day, so that the allocation of each day can be completed for each day, adding up to a week, weeks, months, months.

Look back once in a while and wow! Great! The feeling at this time is wonderful and happy.

Yes! I'm living my own life again, and it's my own, and I'm enjoying it, and I don't feel lonely and lonely.

I even kind of enjoy being alone, I feel comfortable, and I don't desperately want to be in love. This is not about remembering your ex. In fact, I rarely think about my ex now, especially at this stage, and sometimes I don't remember it at all.

Thousands and thousands of thoughts floating ah! I hurried out of the house, watched the time, and headed to the bar for the evening.

This time is the time to go to and from work, there are many pedestrians on the road, everyone is in a hurry, everyone has a lot of things to deal with, everyone has a home, everyone is trying to rush home.

If it's nightlife, everyone has a job, just like ME, trying to get to work.

All the people around me and I seem to be isolated from each other, not knowing each other, but we seem to be in each other's company on the streets, on the way to and from work, and on my way home late at night. This is invisible company, but it exists.

The weather is not very hot in June, I think the temperature is just right, the breeze against my face, like a beloved, has been kissed as comfortable and intoxicant.

I looked up at the sky, which had a background of pure blue, not too many white clouds, and the faint glow of the setting sun.

The sun is going away. It's going to shine on another dark side that I can't see. But can you say that the sun has disappeared? Does it no longer exist? Can't!

Just because you can't see it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, does it?

Thinking of these questions in the brain at the same time, the pace did not stop, so unconsciously arrived at the bar downstairs. Push the elevator. Okay, get off the elevator. Here we go.

My second job of the day has officially begun!

My life's first two jobs also officially opened the prelude!

Everything is unknown, everything is possible, everything has a certain chance of happening, who can say it is not!