As she lay on top of me, I gazed and her face is nervousness and I couldn’t really shake why I had felt nervous. The pose was us staring at each other and as we did, we collapse in laughter. It was only then that the ice was broken. I felt more comfortable with her, knowing that we were on the same comfort level. After the shoot I had sat down with her to ask her a bunch of questions. At the time I was really trying to find myself and my gender. I had claim to be Non-binary but that quickly change as time progressed. I wanted to know so much about her, her surgeries, her boobs, her personality, all over it. And in fact I did. from then on me and Mrs. Siriranya Chulalakkul were friends.

I personally was probably infatuated with her and everything about her but little did I know, that when the snow fell from the sky, and hearts had collided, that I would run into a wall. Since me and Sauce became closer I really started to fall more and more in love with the person that she is. So much that I had actually asked her to be my valentine. She returned with a hesitation and it was unfortunate, but she couldn’t accept it. She had admitted to me at the time, that she currently had a boyfriend and I was hopeless after that. I still didn’t stop talking to Sauce though because I still very much valued our friendship, and she was still my Idol. I had helped her in everyway possible because that is what you do for your friends, even when you don’t have much. as time passed summer had come and I had gotten a vibe from her. I had latter learned that she had broken up with her boyfriend and so I think the best thing to do was to comfort her, though till this day, she acts like she can handle everything fine on her own. Sauce had come to me asking for some tip or help since she needed more income. Since I never thought that I would end up with her, I thought telling her Onlyfans was great way to make some money. This was the time when OF was just blowing up and so she definitely made money and it wasn’t even from anything really scantily clad. I was happy for her though, she was making some money from my advice and she was living her best life.

as time progressed even further, One day, she had happened to call me. I never expected it and was as well shocked. I picked up the phone and heard the loveliness of her voice, as she said Hello….