There's so much to do around us: friends, TV, computers, clubs, books and so on! I can't even stop staring! It happens, you may want to do this and that. So what if I can't do everything, there are so many things I can't do, I'll try something else. And sometimes you don't want to do anything at all! And, unfortunately, it happens much more often than the other way around. So what is the reason? What is the reason that in the variety of things that surround us, we are still alone with ourselves, without interests, without hobbies and, often, without friends? Or maybe it is precisely because of the diversity of possibilities? When we are not sorry to lose what we have achieved, because in place of the old passion we can surely find a new one. More interesting and more accessible (at first glance). Or is it about something else? Is it that when your first interest has waned a little, you suddenly realise that your hobby is not only about interesting discoveries, opportunities to prove yourself and so on, but also about the need to make some effort on your own? Maybe it is because of this lack of effort that we find it easier to agree than to argue when we disagree; to give up something that was dear yesterday? So we turn out to be boring, uninterested neither to ourselves, nor to others. Someone wise said: "...fear the indifferent, for only with their acquiescence..." And who is indifferent? Isn't he who at the first difficulties drops his hands, isn't he who suddenly has no desire. One does not want to get involved with hooligans because one can get it; with someone else's opinion because it may be someone in power; with a new business because one will have to spend one's time, one's energy... That is how we remain silent when unfounded accusations are thrown at us; that is how we invoke the dreadful busyness when a comrade needs help with lessons, preparing a case, putting out a newspaper... That's how we live our lives. It's kind of like everyone else... It is true that sometimes it gets really bad, but, after all, it is much easier to banish this condition than to fight it, and it is much easier to say: "That was before! And now it's all wrong, it's all falling apart!" That's how we live.

Instructor Lebedev

P.S. When you read the article you see clearly at once - this is not about me, I'm not like that, I'm good. But maybe it's about you. Or no, not so - about us. About all?!