They knew me as Chrycee, the Beautiful Dreamer. The girl with the fiery red hair. 

But I have consumed that girl through my own self-alchemical flames of demolition. 

 I allowed her being, the being of the girl I was, the girl I loved to disintegrate into ash. For I knew there was so much more that I was meant to unleash but in order to do so, I had to let that Chrycee die so that ChrysSea THE MerFireGoddess could be birthed from the ashes of the beautiful dreamer.  

Much like the butterfly’s metamorphosis, this transition was gruesome for me. It first broke me all the way open in so many ways, on so many levels as the outer coating of my old being was shed and I became wrapped up in a chrysalis. Caught in this darkness I was ripped apart by my own inner aspects, dissolving all the selves I had previously created and proudly portrayed & embodied for so long—leaving only key structures intact.  

Torn all the way down to my ground zero, new nu inner visions and soul desires came alive within I as the pain awakened specialized cells—imaginal discs that were present all along!—and ignited within me, once dormant DNA that contained the blueprint of my greater destiny, design and missions in this life.  

And through the power of my inner being, my inner vision and my sheer will, I have sprouted from the inside out, birthing from each newly awakened disc a new aspect of I; all fusing together into my full new form, THE MerFireGoddess. 

So contained within I is everything that Chrycee was and so much more.  

So when they ask where have I been, when they wonder how did I get to this point. The answer is that I have been setting fire to my own soul. I have been burning down the fear, the shame, the guilt, the limitations and rising as a Phoenix to unleash the fierce fearless Bigg Pu$$ within me and through my SheSeaductive Spider Aspect I am now weaving a new beautiful dreamer’s web to draw into my being the MerFireGoddess Vision and my soul desires; so that I may ground it all into this sphere 

So this is my declaration! That ChrysSea THE MerFireGoddess of Unconditional (Self) Love, Radical SelfAcceptance and OrgasmicBLISS is here.