From the window of my room it was possible to see the sunsets in a very peculiar way, summer afternoons in the southern south are very long, every day when the weather allowed it I got ready to see that show, at the bottom of the valley there is a chain of mountains and behind those natural walls the sun seemed to vanish in such a beautiful way that little by little it was giving way to a deep blue sky covered with stars.
Since I was a little kid, and stronger during adolescence, I always knew that although I enjoyed that place and living in the countryside, I did not belong there, perhaps until today I feel that I belong to this other distant space called 'home' that is not really on earth but a space within us, maybe a little difficult to explain. I always knew that one day I should go out to look for my adventures beyond those mountains, beyond that sunset, to discover new valleys, new rivers, new sensations and colors. Inside my chest I have an unstoppable fire to know, to help and to seek something that belongs to me but that has never been revealed to me. I continue in a tireless search to find something that I know I am missing and it is difficult to explain because I have a quiet life and I feel very comfortable and happy.
I think that what I lack and what after 70 countries, hundreds of people and thousands of sensations is that I never found a person who understands when I speak, obviously I am not referring to the diversity of languages, that is not a very big deal, I'm talking about feeling someone giving you peace. Today you are important because without ever seeing you, I have a feeling in my heart and an inexplicable attraction to you. A certainty about thinking that everything that I have lived before and has brought me here makes me lucky, because I have achieved a status of being able to be in your same vibration and that within all the people of the world you can be that person who makes me feel at home.
After many years I have once again felt the tulips' smell like in my garden there where I waited the sunsets, I saw again the colors of that sunset, the thoughts of wanting to be free and feeling the fresh breeze touching my face, like when I was younger wondering what was beyond the mountains, even though you have only come into my life for this moment, just for this minimum moment of having us in the distance, even if you are an idea that vanishes and leaves as soon as winter, I feel very lucky to have coincided with you. Thank you very much for being here.
Niko.

