Place: Home
Time: 7 PM
Duration: 30 mins
Streak: 29 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

2 He said to them, “When you pray, say:
‘Our Father in heaven,
may your name be kept holy.
May your Kingdom come.
May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
3 Give us day by day our daily bread.
4 Forgive us our sins,
for we ourselves also forgive everyone who is indebted to us.
Bring us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.’”

Today’s scripture is one I recite weekly in church — the prayer Jesus Himself taught us to pray.

We begin by glorifying God, recognizing that it is only by His grace that we live the lives we do. Then, instead of asking for what we want, we ask for what He wants for us. That alone is something I really need to bear in mind — I often pray more for my desires than for His will.

We then ask for daily provision, forgiveness for our sins, and the strength to forgive those who wrong us. And finally, knowing that we are knowingly or unknowingly in a spiritual war, we ask God for protection from temptation and evil.

We often end this prayer with, “For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever and ever. Amen.”

This simple structure reminds us not to place ourselves at the center of life, but to present ourselves as willing hands for God to carry out His perfect plan.

As I write this, I feel guilty because I almost didn’t meditate or write today.

I woke up and just didn’t feel like doing anything. The ugly head of inactivity reared itself — and I fed it. Today is boss’s birthday, and I felt bad that I couldn’t be there with her. I think that feeling affected me more than I wanted to admit.

In the afternoon, my mom asked me to bring her to the telco store to renew her phone plan. That simple request pulled me out of my slump. Thank you, Lord, for using even small errands to rescue me from myself. We went out in the heavy rain, settled her issue, grabbed food, and spent some quality time together.

When we got home, I still hadn’t done my sit.

I was about to call the day a write-off — eat dinner, reset tomorrow — when God said no. Almost instinctively, my hand reached for my stopwatch. I set it for 30 minutes and did my first night sit of the year.

I wanted to quit after 25 minutes. I struggled for two. But God brought me back, and I finished the last three minutes before the alarm rang.

After dinner, I came here to write — to document that even though this post is late, it exists. It is done. Because my God sustains me. He hears my cries for help and comes to my rescue.

Because of today’s inactivity, I’m still holding the same three coins: MINER, NOTHING, and KERMIT. All three are now hovering near breakeven, which is honestly amazing considering the bloodbath over the past two days.

Tomorrow, I’ll apply the energy tests again and restart recording results. I got lazy with testing and tracking, but I need to return to searching for a system that actually works.

I tried checking out Space as planned yesterday, but it’s still on waitlist. I did, however, find another prediction platform called Kalshi that I want to test — though I’ll need boss to sign up since my region is restricted. Let’s see when that door opens.

I’m sitting at 3,614 followers. I was active replying while out with my mom, and the account grew about 100 followers just from engagement.

That said, I need to improve the quality of my posts. Right now, my posts average around 60 views despite the follower count, which tells me engagement is still shallow — understandable since I’m early, and much of my content is still reactive news while I search for my own voice in crypto.

That’s something I’m committed to developing.

This is the latest post I’ve ever written — but I’m thankful I didn’t give up on myself or mark today as a loss.

Better late than never.
Tomorrow is a new day. I’ll start it right and trust the rest will fall into place.

See you bright and early as I continue grinding a path back to Vietnam.
Happy birthday, boss. May God grant you His favor and blessing on this special day.

Lord, You said if I ask, it shall be given. I knock — please open the door back to Vietnam for me. According to Your will. In Your time.

Happy birthday!
Chúc bạn sinh nhật vui vẻ!

If this spoke to you, consider subscribing to follow along my journey of faith, meditation, rebuilding, and crypto — one day at a time.
Your support truly means more than you know. ❤️

Place: Home
Time: 7 PM
Duration: 30 mins
Streak: 29 Days
Previous Streak: 34 (ended Nov 12)

2 He said to them, “When you pray, say:
‘Our Father in heaven,
may your name be kept holy.
May your Kingdom come.
May your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
3 Give us day by day our daily bread.
4 Forgive us our sins,
for we ourselves also forgive everyone who is indebted to us.
Bring us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.’”

Today’s scripture is one I recite weekly in church — the prayer Jesus Himself taught us to pray.

We begin by glorifying God, recognizing that it is only by His grace that we live the lives we do. Then, instead of asking for what we want, we ask for what He wants for us. That alone is something I really need to bear in mind — I often pray more for my desires than for His will.

We then ask for daily provision, forgiveness for our sins, and the strength to forgive those who wrong us. And finally, knowing that we are knowingly or unknowingly in a spiritual war, we ask God for protection from temptation and evil.

We often end this prayer with, “For Thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, forever and ever. Amen.”

This simple structure reminds us not to place ourselves at the center of life, but to present ourselves as willing hands for God to carry out His perfect plan.

As I write this, I feel guilty because I almost didn’t meditate or write today.

I woke up and just didn’t feel like doing anything. The ugly head of inactivity reared itself — and I fed it. Today is boss’s birthday, and I felt bad that I couldn’t be there with her. I think that feeling affected me more than I wanted to admit.

In the afternoon, my mom asked me to bring her to the telco store to renew her phone plan. That simple request pulled me out of my slump. Thank you, Lord, for using even small errands to rescue me from myself. We went out in the heavy rain, settled her issue, grabbed food, and spent some quality time together.

When we got home, I still hadn’t done my sit.

I was about to call the day a write-off — eat dinner, reset tomorrow — when God said no. Almost instinctively, my hand reached for my stopwatch. I set it for 30 minutes and did my first night sit of the year.

I wanted to quit after 25 minutes. I struggled for two. But God brought me back, and I finished the last three minutes before the alarm rang.

After dinner, I came here to write — to document that even though this post is late, it exists. It is done. Because my God sustains me. He hears my cries for help and comes to my rescue.

Because of today’s inactivity, I’m still holding the same three coins: MINER, NOTHING, and KERMIT. All three are now hovering near breakeven, which is honestly amazing considering the bloodbath over the past two days.

Tomorrow, I’ll apply the energy tests again and restart recording results. I got lazy with testing and tracking, but I need to return to searching for a system that actually works.

I tried checking out Space as planned yesterday, but it’s still on waitlist. I did, however, find another prediction platform called Kalshi that I want to test — though I’ll need boss to sign up since my region is restricted. Let’s see when that door opens.

I’m sitting at 3,614 followers. I was active replying while out with my mom, and the account grew about 100 followers just from engagement.

That said, I need to improve the quality of my posts. Right now, my posts average around 60 views despite the follower count, which tells me engagement is still shallow — understandable since I’m early, and much of my content is still reactive news while I search for my own voice in crypto.

That’s something I’m committed to developing.

This is the latest post I’ve ever written — but I’m thankful I didn’t give up on myself or mark today as a loss.

Better late than never.
Tomorrow is a new day. I’ll start it right and trust the rest will fall into place.

See you bright and early as I continue grinding a path back to Vietnam.
Happy birthday, boss. May God grant you His favor and blessing on this special day.

Lord, You said if I ask, it shall be given. I knock — please open the door back to Vietnam for me. According to Your will. In Your time.

Happy birthday!
Chúc bạn sinh nhật vui vẻ!

If this spoke to you, consider subscribing to follow along my journey of faith, meditation, rebuilding, and crypto — one day at a time.
Your support truly means more than you know. ❤️